Showing posts with label Australia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Australia. Show all posts

Opal Kangaroo

I believe in signs.

By this, I mean I LIKE to believe in signs and try my best to indulge this aspect of my brain.

I don't necessarily have a huge amount of faith in signs.

Anyway...today I got home from the dentist (ugh) and as I was getting back into my comfy inside clothes I found my tiny little kangaroo opal pendant sitting alone on the shelf.  I'm not sure the last time I saw it or thought of it.  

I thought of asking Tim if he had placed it there. But then I decided it wouldn't matter.  Because even if he had found it somewhere and placed it on the shelf...couldn't it still be meaningful that it crossed his path like that?

Of course, there could be a very scientific and reasonable explanation for all this.  And I'm going to ignore it. 

Actually....I just remembered. I had a dream pertaining to this the other day.

I dreamed about bees in our house. I think in a wall?  And I believed it to be connected to some kind of ghost/haunting thing. Tim or someone else was trying to tell me there was likely a scientific cause such as bees building a bees nest near the wall. And I replied something along the lines of that even if there is something natural going on, supernatural thingies can still be part of the cause.

A supernatural event need not be purely supernatural. It wouldn't need to be magic bees that magically manifested within our walls.  It could be invisible demons or angry ancestors whispering to the bees and encouraging them to build within our walls.

Let's say one of our cats jumped up on the closet shelf and messed with my jewelry somehow.  Quite natural.  But the Powers that Be or other supernatural thingies could have somehow influenced the cat.



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It Went Through My Soul

There's that scene in Poltergeist where Diane (Jobeth Williams) feels the spirit of Carol Anne (Heather O'Rourke) flow through our soul.

I feel this is the best way to attempt to describe the nostalgic memory sensations I suddenly get.

It's like I'm remembering not the who, what, where but instead just the feeling I felt way back then.

Today it happened when looking at photos of our 2013 trip to Australia.

I rarely have a desire to return to Australia...especially when my Instagram feed tends to feed me posts about Australia being antisemitic. Or posts from Zionists who I'm pretty sure used to be progressive/Labor and now are Trumping.

But anyway....

I suddenly had this wave of feeling...the excitement and joy of being in Australia; the love we had for our friends; the idea we might be friends for life.

The wave is gone now.  It was gone before I even started writing this post.

It was nice while it lasted...but at the same time...sad. 


Things I watched in 2024

Here's my yearly list of what I watched during the year, divided by the show/movie's main geographical settings (not filming location)

If interested, here's my lists for 2017, 2020, 2021, and 2022, and 2023.

I somewhat struggle to decide what should be included or not included.

For now, what's not included is CSPAN, Instagram/Tik Tok...and YouTube videos, except for short films and maybe a web series.  Sorry. I'm probably being unfair and inconsistent.  

Note: I'm probably going to avoid my usual thing of writing little comments next to the listed shows and movies. Instead, if I have the urge to say things, I will put them in separate posts.  

Another Note: Some things are unfinished, either because I'm watching only a season at a time; or I/we didn't like it.  

And another Note: I will probably be adding things in the next few weeks. 


ALGERIA

Outside the Law 


AUSTRALIA

Neighbours

All Saints 

The Nightingale 

"Beggars Belief" 

"Apricot"

Bluey


THE BAHAMAS

Our Flag Means Death 


CHINA

The Meg 


DENMARK

A Fortunate Man

The Only Way 


FRANCE

"La Chienne Francaise"

The Walking Dead: Daryl Dixon

The Olympics 


GREECE

Mama Mia Here We Go Again 


ISRAEL

World War Z

The Women's Balcony


ITALY

A Discovery of Witches  


KOSOVO

"Shok"


NEW ZEALAND

What We Do in the Shadows (rewatch) 

Wellington Paranormal 

"Two Cars, One Night"  

The Watercooler (a couple of episodes)

Fresh Meat 

Ōpaki 


SOUTH KOREA

M*A*S*H

Crash Landing on You

Squid Game 


SPAIN

Cobra Kai 


UNITED KINGDOM 

Coronation Street 

Yesterday 

Our Flag Means Death 

"The Stutterer"

"Happier Alone"

Stath Lets Flats 

Toast of London  

The Cleaner 

Hannah Wanningham: Home for Christmas

Heartstopper

Time Bandits 

A Discovery of Witches 


UNITED STATES

The Other Two

Party Down

The Curse

The Holdovers 

Based on a True Story

Fargo 

Legion

Charmed 

Flight of the Conchords 

Dream Scenario

What We Do in the Shadows 

Musica

Licorice Pizza

"Green"

"Aunt Tigress"

"Man's Best Friend"

"Let's Eat"  

"Headcase"  

The Walking Dead

The Walking Dead: Dead City

The Walking Dead: Daryl Dixon 

Broad City 

Late Night with the Devil

Chance

Fallout 

Weird: The Al Yankovic Story 

The Bear

Beverly Hills Cop Axel F  

V

V The Final Battle 

Cobra Kai 

Abigail 

Lessons in Chemistry  

Sharknado  

World War Z

Deadpool

Deadpool 2

Fear the Walking Dead

Once Upon a Time 

A Quiet Place

A Quiet Place II

A Quiet Place Day 1

Civil War

Inside Out 2 

American Born Chinese 

St. Elsewhere 

Only Murders in the Building 

Agatha All Along 

Severance (rewatch)

Shrinking

Beetlejuice Beetlejuice

National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation 

Fly Me to The Moon

Dream Productions 


LOCATION UNKNOWN

The 100 (Somewhere on Earth but not sure where)

Ducktales (It might be known to others. But I forget) 

Silo 


THE OCEAN

Our Flag Means Death

The Meg 


MYSTICAL PLACE

Once Upon a Time 

From 

Inside Out

Dream Productions


MULTIPLE LOCATIONS 

Frodo is Great...Who is That??!

Time Bandits 




Today's Song Obsession: Six Months in a Leaky Boat

I might start doing a lot of posts like this.

On some days, a song pops into my head, and I want to listen to it repeatedly or many times throughout the day.

Yesterday, it was very much: Stan Walker's "Find You".

Today I have "Six Months in a Leaky Boat" in my head.

It's by Split Enz, which I only learned of fairly recently.  They are Crowded House pre-Crowded House.

Like most American Gen Xers I have definitely heard of Crowded House.  Though as an American who was obsessed with Australia, I might have known of more Crowded House songs than the average Gen Xer.

I digress, though.  

That being said, I'm not sure I have anything actually to say about "Six Months in a Leaky Boat".

You know what.  Maybe what I'll do for these posts is watch a video or two.  Because I usually don't watch the videos.

Here's the official video of the original 1982 song.

It has a long introduction, over a minute. Pictures of old ships and stuff. For me, kind of boring. But probably loved by the type of people who like Maritime museums.

The video makes me think how I'm not really into videos.  And maybe I won't look at official videos for these posts.

Maybe instead I'll look for covers, because I often love that.

Here's Vika & Linda singing at the Sydney Harbour 2022 New Years Celebration.  Their names looked vaguely familar to me, and unfamiliar enough to make me feel I've become out of touch with Aussie music.

I'm not sure if they were a thing back when I was obsessed with Australia, and they just flew outside my radar.  Or if they've become popular more recently.  

Here's Tim Finn and Māori women singing the song in Māori.  I have this version on my playlist too.

The song sounds much better in Māori.  I usually like to say these things as opinion.  But I think, with this, it's fact. 



Spotify Unwrapped (Part 1)

I didn't want to admit it the other day, but the other thing ruining my day was the disappointment of Spotify Unwrapped.

I might anticipate Spotify Unwrapped as much as other people anticipate Halloween and/or Christmas. 

Or Sukkot? 

Eid?

I think about Spotify Unwrapped often.  Maybe every time I like a song or artist? Wondering if it/they will show up on my Unwrapped.

Anyway, I ended up disappointed.

First I was disappointed by the Unwrapped itself. But I wasn't sure why.

Second I was disappointed that on Instagram, people were making fake Unwraps as memes. The first one I saw was pro-Israel and/or anti-antisemitism.  I liked it, thinking it was clever.

But then I saw it more and more...

It started to feel less clever and more....

Mocking.

I felt it was mocking people like me...people who care so much about what's on their Spotify Unwrapped.

Do we deserve to be mocked?

Yes.

Probably.  

I later saw an articles about how people were disappointed with Spotify Unwrapped this year.  

Reading it, I realized my disappointment about the actual results had merit.

Last year, and perhaps other years, Spotify provided us with our musical genre anda musical geographical result thing.  Well, I remember the genres for at least the last two years. I only remember my geographical thing from last year.

It had been Brisbane, which is a fact now I treasure even more, because of my love for Bluey.

This year I was hoping for New Zealand...which wouldn't be an unrealistic hope.  I listened to a LOT of music from New Zealand.

Well...I was going to put some screenshots from my Spotify Unwrapped in this post. But since I'm trying to make shorter posts, I'm going to go ahead and do a sequel post.





Countries

My heart is split between countries.  Mostly four.

The United States

Israel

New Zealand

Australia.

So...today...for example.

I listened to some of Liz Cheney's very patriotic book about the January 6 horror.

I spent time in our family room where our fireplace mantle is (almost) entirely Australia-themed.  

For my birthday, Tim bought be a whole set of Bluey stuffed animals.  I put those up there and added other Aussie stuff we own—a touristy didgeridoo, Dorothy the Dinosaur, Henry the Octopus, Wags the Dog, a book about Australian Prime Ministers, and a Sydney Swans hat.  

(Okay, and we also have the boxes with our cats ashes, because I felt wrong moving them. But besides that, everything else is very Australian)

I listened to te reo Māori music in the morning and spent a lot of time working with a wonderful new Māori app.  I mean it's new to me. I'm not sure how old it is to the universe.  

As for Israel, I listened to podcasts about Israel and antisemitism while doing garden work and housework.

I know this would be a better post if I actually listed the app and the podcasts.  But it's all on my phone and my phone is charging while I write this post on my laptop.

Sorry.  

If anyone feels the need for more specific info, comment below, and I can be more specific.  I mean as long as you do it soon.  In a few months.  Or weeks.  I won't have any idea what app or podcasts I was referring to.  


ETA 12/5/2024-I realized later I accidentally lied.  Our Fireplace mantle also has two pieces of very lovely antique dishware that my sister-in-law gave to us.

Not Special Interests

Note: I wrote about this a bit in an old post via some edited-to-add stuff.  I doubt anyone has seen it.  But just in case someone has and then they read this. I don't want them to mistakingly believe they're having deja vu.


I have decided that not all of my so-called special interests are actually special interests.  I came to this realization after developing my first actual post-Australia special interest. .  

I have decided that the not-special interests are either

a) Stressful Interests

b) Hobbies

c) Passing interests


Israel is an example of a stressful interest for me.  I haven't been obsessively learning about Israel, because it brings me joy and comfort.  It's about seeking validation, ammunition for debates, understanding, etc.  

Other examples for me: Autism, Neurology/seizures, Narcissism, American elections/politics, Covid, and Ant-racism.   (Pretty much most of what I wrote about on this blog after I stopped writing about Australia.  I pretty much went from writing about a special interest to writing about stressful interests...kind of sad)  

Hobbies are things that I very much enjoy doing, but they're different from special interests, because I don't have an interest in obsessively learning about them.

Currently these for me are: Playing The Simpsons: Tapped Out, Feeding our backyard wildlife, and Taking care of our backyard plants.  I'm VERY flora and fauna lately.

Passing Interests are things that I'm interested in temporarily as they're happening in my life.  This usually pertains to travel and TV shows.  I might be passionate about a show as I'm/we're watching it.  But soon after I'm done with the season, the interest fades, and it doesn't come back until I/we watch the next season.  

This is the same with Disney World.  I am mildly/moderately interested between visits but become much more interested when actually planning the vacation and while we're there.

Often when he are there, I imagine I'm going to keep up the level of passion, and I make plans to continue checking out the line lengths and restaurant availability through out the year.  But I soon lose the motivation to do that.  

We have a Disney trip coming up in a few months.  To be honest, the travel anxiety is overshadowing the passing-interest feelings at this point.  But I did have fun making the reservation on the DVC website.

My last passing-interest was probably The Walking Dead, because we finally got around to watching season ten and eleven; then watched three of the spin offs (Daryl Dixon, The Ones Who Live, and Dead City)


So....whether you're autistic or not.  If you have special interests/obsessions/passions, does any of this resonate with you?   What have been your special interests, hobbies, stressful interests, and passing interests?



My New Special Interest

I have a new special interest.

I've come to realize this is the first special interest I've had post Australia; and all the other things in-between that I believed were special interests were actually NOT special interests (see next post)

I'm not sure how to name it actually.

Technically we could say it's New Zealand.  But I don't want to, because it's very much not like my Australia obsession.

It's very different.

With Australia, it felt spiritual (and I still very often believe it is/was).  And I was obsessed with all of it—the land, the map of it, the history, the government, the people, the animals, etc.  I wanted to live there.  And "want" seems like an insufficient word for how I was feeling.  

With New Zealand, it's mostly the music and the language...and the Taika Waititi/Jemaine Clement filmmaking ventures.

It's kind of jumped around.

It started with us watching Legion and Tim and I both thinking that Jemaine Clement looked familar.  We IMDb'd and I saw/realized he was the singer of one of my favorite songs ("Shiny"); had major involvement in What We Do in the Shadows, and was part of Flight of the Conchords.  

We decided we should next watch Flight of the Conchords.  It was something we had both vaguely heard about though the years and had an ongoing sort of interest in watching it....someday.  Or at least that's how I felt about it. 

I had a very normal level of liking for the show during the first season and maybe for most of the second.  Then at some moment, somehow, I went from liking to obsessively loving.

After watching Flight of the Conchords, I had us rewatching What We Do in the Shadows, because A) Didn't realize Jemaine Clement was one of the stars since I hadn't been too aware of his existence prior to watching Legion  B) I couldn't remember what actually happened in the movie.

Then I had us re-watching the episodes of the TV show that had cameos of Taika Waititi and Jemaine Clement.

We next watched Our Flag Means Death.  Or maybe we watched that before What We Do in the Shadows?  I'm not entirely sure.

I loved  OFMD. I think it's the most romantic show I've seen in a long time.  I don't often have intense shipping-feelings these days. But with that, I did.  

Through doing decent IMDb research, I learned about the existence of Wellington Paranormal.  I find it odd that as people who watch and love What We Do in the Shadows, we hadn't realized the show existed.  Is this mostly about our ignorance? Not enough marketing?  Or just the over-abundance of content out there?

Anyway, we watched that too and very much enjoyed it.  

Meanwhile and after, I started diving into the music side of things. And with that, one thing kept leading to another thing and then another thing.

For example, through reading a bit about Brett McKenzie, I learned about the Wellington International Ukulele Orchestra and started listening to their music on Spotify. Also I listened to the Flight of the Conchords charity song, "Feel Inside (And Stuff Like that)".   Both of these things led me to learning about Brooke Fraser.  

I listened to McKenzie's new not-funny album and loved that.  Plus, I was delightfully surprised to learn he wrote the Muppet songs.  I never had much of an interest in seeing The Muppets Most Wanted but now have been loving the music.

I especially love the demo songs and really want to know if Brett McKenzie is doing all the different voices on the song.  If anyone knows the answer to that, please share your knowledge with me.

I listened to Jemaine Clement sing on the Rio soundtrack and learned he played the Cockatoo.  I think MAYBE in the past I was a bit bigoted against him. Because during my very steep obsessed-with-Australia years, I vaguely remember feeling cheated that the Australian bird was played by someone not actually from Australia.  It's not that I was some kind of purist.  I watched many Aussie TV shows and movies with Kiwi actors.  But I think probably the one thing that made me feel motivated to watch Rio was the Australian character.

Also while going down the Jemaine Clement music rabbit hole,  I ended up listening to the albums from the children's TV show Kiri and Lou.

Shit. The songs from that are SO deep and relatable.  It's very cathartic but sometimes also painful.  

I learned that the writer of the songs from that is Don McGlashan.  I've listened to some of his other music.  

Okay...then on a separate branch.

Meanwhile....

I became quite obsessed with learning te reo Māori.

I think one of my signs that a special interest is going to be a major one is I have some sort of resistance to it.  This happened here.

A few months back I had bought a lifetime account to the Drops language App.  I was using it to learn French, Danish, and Hebrew.  My plan was to do little bits of French and Danish and a lot of Hebrew.

And then I had this sudden strong desire to learn te reo Māori.  I resisted, because I felt I was already learning enough languages. Plus, I think there was the whole special-interest resistance thing that I mentioned above.  (Also I had worries about cultural appropriation which I think was actually racist and ignorant of me...I might go into that in a future post)

I gave in a little and made a rule.  Along with the music people mentioned above, I had also added a few Māori songs to my Spotify playlist.  My rule was that if Spotify Shuffle chose to play a Māori song for me; then I could do a te reo Māori session on Drops.  

I soon dropped that rule and added te reo Māori to my list of daily languages.  And it soon went from: I will do one session a day to: I will try to do many many sessions a day; plus listen to lots of music; plus watch learning videos on YouTube, and download other te reo Māori apps.

I also ended up adding another language to my daily sessions.  Because at some point, Tim asked if Hawaiian was similar to te reo Māori.  I decided the best way to figure that out is to start learning Hawaiian as well.  

In awhile, I'm going to temporarily drop French or Danish and start learning Samoan too. Because I'd like to see the similarities and differences there as well.  

This post has taken much up much more space and time than I wanted.  But in the future, I might do a post listing the apps and YouTube channels I've been using.  It will mostly be about the channels, because although I have downloaded four or five apps, I'm only using one for now.  (I mean besides Drops).  

If you are a person who, like me, has no Māori background and isn't in or from New Zealand, but you're learning te reo Māori, I'd love to hear from you.  And if that doesn't apply to you, I'd still love to hear from you.  IF you're not a bot advertising something.  If you're a lonely bot just wanting to talk...I'm here for that.

I still have more to say, although this is getting long. Sorry.

I probably don't want to go to New Zealand.  Ironically, Tim brought up the idea a few weeks before we watched Flight of the Conchords.  He told me Jack had mentioned going. I probably said something like, I hope you guys have fun.  Meaning I shall stay happily back at home.

My OCD has gotten worse through the years.  That along with my fear of vomiting and general travel anxiety has made long-long-haul traveling a no for me.

I had told Tim and Jack that they're going to have to do the via-west-coast international traveling without me, including Oceania, East Asia, and South East Asia.

I feel Europe is the farthest I can manage.  And even with that, I made things difficult. I managed to get to Copenhagen but had us spending a night in Boston and stopping in Iceland.

If time was not an issue, I would have us spend time in California; time in Hawaii, and then fly to New Zealand.  But I would feel weird about not going to Australia.  I would feel like I'm committing a huge, huge awful betrayal of my past self.

I guess if time was very much not an issue, we could do this super long trip where we spend time in California, Hawaii, New Zealand, and Australia.  I'd also maybe add in various South Pacific Islands.  

For now, though, we're talking about using our DVC points to go to Hawaii.  

So though I can't point to a manu in Aotearoa, I can do so in Hawaii.

I also don't want the anxiety and pressure of trying out my teo reo Māori abilities on actual people.  During some of my Instagram Zionism adventures, I ended up talking to a Māori Zionist.  I was about to type Kia Ora to him and suddenly started to panic...worrying that I didn't know how to spell it right.  Even though I've seen it written out a zillion times.  

So I think I'm just going to go through life using the language to talk to apps and...mostly just to myself.

I talk to myself all the time. It's lovely doing it in a second language.  

The last thing I want to talk about is that I at first thought it was very funny that I ended up becoming obsessed with New Zealand. 

There has actually been worse bigotry than the Rio thing.  For example, there was a brief time that I had this intense but sadly short term friendship with a woman in Australia. Though I thought she was wonderful and imagined I loved her (in a platonic way), I was a bit disappointed that she was actually from New Zealand and not only that, loved her home country much more than Australia.  (It's not why our friendship faded away, though)

I also found it quite hilarious that I jumped from one Oceania country to another. Though if it had been a direct jump, it would have been much less funny.  It would have felt more like an extension rather than the universe playing a joke.  

It's probably much less funny to other people.

Anyway, now...it also brings me comfort and joy, because there are a lot of connections between Australia and New Zealand, including with music and TV/film.   

I've often very much missed being obsessed with Australia. And New Zealand is helping to reconnect me.  

Though besides the NZ path, I also frequently reconnect with Australia via Neighbours...which I watch religiously.  And I very much enjoy listening to the Weird Crap in Australia podcast.

Speaking of podcasts, I also listen to The Wellington Paranormal Podcast.  Which shit...gives more to ramble about.  

Going back to the traveling issue....

I did have a tiny bit of me opening up to the idea of traveling to New Zealand...maybe with the help of lots of therapy and meds.

But today I was listening to the WP podcast and Mike Minogue told a terrifying story of getting food poisoning in Shanghai and vomiting copiously on the airplane. Vomit on airplanes is one of my biggest fears in life. And it's the main reason I don't want to do long flights. I want to avoid using airplane bathrooms, because I'm afraid there's going to be vomit cooties in there.  

Okay if that wasn't bad enough...I'm reading Jannette McCurdy's beautiful, amazing, wonderful book.  And today I read the chapter with her doing bulimia on the airplane.  I think it was fourteen times?

I feel that all this today is the universe telling me my ass doesn't belong on an airplane heading to New Zealand.  

  


Eleanor Roosevelt and the Jews (Part 5)

If you want to start at the beginning of this messy project of mine, click here.


If you don't want to start at the beginning: Brief summary:  I'm reading through some of Eleanor Roosevelt's My Day columns to see her views on Jews, the Holocaust, and Israel.  

For this post, I'm going to try to open way too many windows at once.  Because I'm going to look up four words—Palestinian, Shoah, Jew, and Israel...for the years 1953-1962.

 I'm going to try to read the columns in order.

Well, there are no results for Shoah.  So that makes things a little easier for me.

There are a LOT of results for Jew—ten pages worth.

The same for Israel. Yikes.

The results include Palestine when I look for Palestinian.  I'm not sure why.  But I do see a few mentions of Palestinians.

* * *

I'm going to do one year at a time...starting with 1953.

I came up with seventeen columns; a mix of Jew and Israel.  There was no Palestinian.

I was putting the column windows in order and saw I had two May 5's.  I was wondering why and then realized it's because May 5 must have been a result for both Israel and Jew.  After realizing that, it seems strange that more columns don't have both Jew and Israel.

Or it could be some kind of glitch.

Or I'm missing something?

* * *

It's the next day and instead of working on this post as I had planned, I have spent way too much time trying to change the appearance of my blog.

I had thought of changing my theme/layout a few weeks ago and kind of forgot about it. Then I was listening to the Imagineer podcast about Mary Blair.  There was a brief mention of pink and orange as a color scheme, and I suddenly became obsessed: I want to wear pink and orange clothes! I want to redo one of our bathrooms pink and orange!  I want to make my blog pink and orange!

Now....

I don't know if I like it or not.

I didn't like the old layout, because I felt it was hard to find anything.

But I'm worried this new layout is too busy.

I do like the pink and orange, though.  

* * *

Getting back to Roosevelt....

I think I'm going to go through the windows I have open and eliminate posts where Israel or Jewish is mentioned just in passing.

* * *

Yay!  I was able to eliminate a few.  

One I kept, despite Israel or Jew, being mentioned just in passing.  BECAUSE Roosevelt talks about Australia.  

I may not still be obsessed with Australia.

But I'm definitely still interested in Australia.  

Note: When I say mentioned in passing, it usually equals Roosevelt mentioning a Jewish event she went to but she doesn't really say much about the event.  

* * *

I'm considering doing one post for each of the remaining years.

It might be better to have many short Eleanor Roosevelt posts rather than one or two more super long ones.

What I worry about is ending up with nine more posts and each of them super horribly long.

* * *

In her January 15, 1953 column Roosevelt talks about a growing movement against the United Nations.

She writes:

Day after day it is becoming more evident that a well-organized and well-financed campaign against the United Nations is coming to light. It is tied now and then with hatred of the New Deal and my husband and it sometimes appears to be an offshoot of isolationism. But whatever its roots, the results are bad.

The President of the League of Women Voters had given Roosevelt some samples of anti-UN materials.

Roosevelt describes some of the propaganda and says: And when they proceeded to say that this was the day the old Jewish plot to control the world was going to be carried out, I recognized some of the signs of the old pro-Fascist and pro-Nazi literature that I have read before.

Wow.  Roosevelt says some very timely things.

Some of the old people are carrying on in the same name of anti-communism and pro-Americanism the same campaign they waged in favor of fascism. The sad thing is that though they fight communism they play into the hands of the Communists. The Communists want to create suspicion and disunity among the people of the United States, and much of this anti-U.N. literature is designed to do exactly what the Communists want, but under a cloak of saving us from communism and fostering patriotism and religion in this country.

* * *

Roosevelt also writes in the January 15 column, Unless the truth, however, gets out to people, how are they going to know that this nonsense that is handed to them is not based on facts?

It was much harder to get information out to people in those days and probably also much more difficult to see their reactions to it. I wonder if people were as resistant to fact-checking in those days.

For me, it feels naive to imagine someone allowing facts to sway their opinions about things. But I think I felt differently a few years ago.  Back then, I would have expected people to accept the facts and then adjust their opinion—not necessarily switching political parties or other allegiances but making at least some changes to their viewpoint of things.

Roosevelt says,  Unless our vast media for spreading information accepts this responsibility, the people of the country may well wake up to find that they have made decisions on false information. That will be a sad day for all of us.

Sad. Yeah.  But what's worse is watching people not wake up...even when the media is providing the information.

And yes I AM very aware that MAGA people reading this would feel that I was the one not awake.

We're really living in two realities now.  And with the ease of faking things, it's going to get harder and harder to prove our side is the correct one.

* * *

In my temporarily missing (not yet unpacked) novelization of Poltergeist, the tagline on the cover was Some things have to be believed to be seen.  That's a perfect way to describe the situation we are in right now with reality.

I'm not sure if that was also a tagline for the movie?

I think it might be a famous quote that was used for the book.

* * *

According to the Brainy Quote website, it was said by a guy named Ralph Hodgson.

* * *

I hope we still have the Poltergeist book in one of our moving boxes. I'm kind of worried it's been lost.

* * *

On February 9, 1953, Roosevelt writes about a shortage of doctors.  She writes:

 One of the things which has always troubled me greatly is the fact that it is so often impossible to find a place for a boy to study medicine in this country. As you may know, New York City is about to build its first medical school in 54 years; this is one of the three new schools to be projected in the entire country in the last 25 years. The new college of medicine is sponsored by Yeshiva University, and though it is a Jewish university admission is on non-sectarian lines. No one attending is asked his race, color or creed.

Uh...but I guess that they do ask about gender.

I think Roosevelt was pretty forward-thinking when it comes to gender equality.  It makes me wonder if the idea of a woman becoming a doctor in those days was so rare that it was too outlandish for even Roosevelt to seriously consider it.  

* * *

Googled.

The Yale School of Medicine shows that various women-as-doctor milestones had occurred before Roosevelt wrote her column.  

Close to a hundred years prior, Elizabeth Blackwell earned a medical degree.

In 1864, the first Black woman got a medical degree.

The Saturday Evening Post says that in 1950, around the time that Roosevelt wrote her column, six percent of doctors were women.

That's not a huge amount. But I would think it would be enough for Roosevelt to not write about doctors as being a boy thing.

Or maybe in those days, there was an understanding that "boy" didn't necessarily mean only boys?

I'm tempted to go deeper into the rabbit hole about this.  But I'll stay above ground for now.

* * *

I did a bit of Googling about Yeshiva University School.

It's called the Albert Einstein College of Medicine.  

Roosevelt was one of the honorary chairpersons.

* * *

On February 11, 1953, Roosevelt writes about the United Jewish Appeal meeting/event.

Ruth Gruber was the narrator of a dramatic presentation.

I think she's the one who gathered up the refugees for Fort Ontario.

Yeah...just searched my blog for her name.  I wrote about her in part 2 of my series on the Safe Haven documentary.

Anyway....Roosevelt describes the presentation.  They used a map in the background.  Roosevelt said it moved to the area being discussed.  I'm not sure how that worked.  

I'm guessing she meant that, somehow, the area being discussed was highlighted on the map.

The stories shared took place in Japan, Barnard college (New York) Morocco, and Israel.  

I'm wondering if the stories were acted out or described by the actual people who experienced them.  Or did Gruber tell the stories while the areas on the map were (somehow) highlighted?

* * *

On February 14, Roosevelt talks about Russia and Israel.

I see that Russia has broken off relations with Israel. I suppose this should be no surprise, and yet I am sorry to see this nation, which talks so much about wanting peace, encourage war. Quite obviously, this is a play for Arab following and sympathy. Russia feels that if she becomes the enemy of Israel she will automatically garner all the Arab votes to her side. Among the Arabs there are some very astute politicians, but they may think that they will get more out of the U.S., Great Britain and France if they seem to be leaning toward the Soviets.

I wonder if that was the actual intent of Arab countries.

I have no idea.

* * *

I consulted Lord Wiki to get a spoiler/reminder of when Russia and Israel got back together.

He says it was 1991.

BUT he says they didn't break up until 1967.

Maybe the 1953 thing was a false alarm?  

Maybe they didn't break up.  Maybe they were just on a break.

* * *

Also in the February 14 column: Roosevelt talks about fraternity bigotry at William's College in Massachusetts.

Well...wait.

I thought it was a stain on William's College.  But they actually took a stand against bigotry.  Their fraternity lost it's national standing, because they allowed the "wrong" kind of person into a fraternity. Wrong being NOT white, full-blooded Aryans.

Commentary, the right-wing Jewish magazine I wrote about in an earlier post, has an editorial about the fraternity story.  

I'm going to read it, because A) I want to learn more about the incident B) I've been wanting to know more about what goes on in the minds of right-wing Jews.

* * *

I'm now confused about whether this is a recent editorial talking about the past or if it's actually from their long-long-ago archives.

James Rorty writes, According to a 1949 Roper survey, 60 per cent of all American students are opposed to any group rejection by fraternities.

I would think if it was more recent, he'd use past tense.

* * *

I just looked closer.

The page is labeled as 1956.

So...it's old.

Also, I Googled James Rorty.  Lord Wiki says he was a radical.  And he was against McCarthyism.  So he was a left-wing radical.

I guess this was before Commentary turned right-wing.

So much for getting a right-wing opinion.

But I'll still read it, so I can learn about the fraternity drama.

* * *

I love this from Rorty's editorial: A sorority with a Greek letter name at the University of Missouri excluded students who looked and were Greek.

Some of Rorty's editorial goes over my head...mostly because I'm reading quickly and trying not to fall into rabbit holes.  But the general idea I'm getting is that young college students were open to being more inclusive, but the older alumni had opposing feelings about that.

Now I'm slowing down my reading a bit, because Rory talks about the origins of the KKK.

He says it started in the 1860's by some Confederate officers who were also fraternity men.  The organization was originally called Kuklos for the Greek word for circle.  They later added Klan to the name, and it became the Ku Klux Klan.

Rorty writes: The Ku Klux creed of white supremacy, nourished by the “Aryanism” of Gobineau, Madison Grant, and other racist ideologues, left a significant residue in the rituals of some of the college fraternities; witness the constitution of Phi Delta Theta, written in 1912, which provides that “only white persons of full Aryan blood, not less than sixteen years of age, should be eligible.

So...did the term Aryan come from the United States and not Germany?

Rorty says that by 1928, more than half of fraternities and sororities had membership rules regarding race and religion.

* * *

Lord Wiki is telling me that the history of the term Aryan is quite long and complicated.  But no.  It didn't start with Hitler.  Nor did it begin with the KKK in the United States.

I'll add it to my topic list.

* * * 

In her March 14, 1943 column, Roosevelt says she went to a press conference and meeting regarding the Israel Bond Organization.  She says, At the press conference I met Dr. Frank Kingdom, who was to share the platform with Dr. Dov Joseph and myself. Dr. Joseph is Minister of the State of Israel. He made a most interesting speech on the development of Israel.

She doesn't say what he said in his speech.  So I guess...I'll move on.  I could have probably included that in the skip-this-column group.  

Then again...it's not Jewish or Israel related, but there's this:

I had a good example the other day while talking to a gentleman of how inaccurate our memories are. He told me that while he distinctly held the impression that these two Senators had made unfounded attacks on various Americans he could not remember specific things that had been said by them.

That is a natural characteristic of ours as a nation. We get impressions and then promptly forget how we attained them. But I find one of the best ways to refresh one's memory is to keep a file of the Congressional Record and refer to it now and then. One can always find the Senators' original statements and then frequently the modification of those statements.

That reminds me of me with my family.  I used to have to rely on memory and gut feelings when it came to drama, trauma, disagreements, etc.  But now very often, I can just search through texts and find evidence to back things up.  Though I've learned this evidence doesn't help me win arguments.  The audacity of one text made me so angry that I sent a screenshot of it multiple times.  I SO wanted the writer of the text to say something like, Oh wow. Did I say that?  I was wrong. I'm so sorry.

I didn't get the reaction I wanted.

But I like having the validation for myself.

* * *

The one downside of keeping records and relying on records is when there are no records, it becomes hard to believe my own memory.

There are two solutions to this:

A) trust my past self.  If it's a new memory that pops out of nowhere, it's probably a good idea to be skeptical.  But if it's a past memory that's been passed consistently forward by all my various subsequent past selves, I should trust all those past selves even if my current self is dissociated from the memory. 

B) Write as much down as possible.

* * *

In her March 23 column, Roosevelt talks about an antisemitic pamphlet she read.

It is a two-page pamphlet issued by an organization called The Christian Nationalist Crusade, with a post-office address in St. Louis, Missouri. The pamphlet rehashes an old anti-Semitic story published by some groups a number of years ago who wanted to whitewash Hitler and Fascism and to make people believe that the Jews were plotting secretly to control the world. The story was proved at the time to be completely untrue, but apparently this group is sure that people can be fooled again.

And the attempts continue.

The Roosevelts were given roles in this exciting storyline.

The pamphlet has an additional touch in the form of a map of Mexico purporting to show the location of a "super-palatial hideout" that was supposed to have been built for my husband. The map, they say, was published originally in a California newspaper in 1951, along with a story about this "secret hideout.

What is a super palatial hideout?

Googling....

The dictionary on Google says palatial is: resembling a palace in being spacious and splendid.

That sounds nice.

Later in the column, Roosevelt says: But this type of lie is always written on the supposition that no one is going to try to run down the truth. 

Now the lies can be told knowing that even when someone tries to bring the truth, people are going to refuse to listen.

Again: Some things have to be believed to be seen.

What is fact-checking to some of us is left-wing propaganda porn to others of us. .

* * *

Roosevelt writes about Israel's fifth anniversary in her April 24, column.

I just Googled and saw Israel's birthday is April 25.  

So I guess they celebrated a bit earlier.

As a Jew, I should know Israel's birthday.  It's just that controlling the world takes up a LOT of brain space. For instance, we need to memorize all the secret codes that gets us into the various underground palaces around the world.  

And also the one on the moon.

Anyway....

Roosevelt says this nice thing about Israel.  

The people of Israel and their friends can reap great satisfaction from the development going on in their country and from the spirit with which these people face their many problems and hardships. They are not at war and yet along their borders there is constant war activity. There is no friendly spirit surrounding them, so they must be constantly watchful. Yet, the country grows economically and spiritually.

If they become less watchful, will there be more friendliness surrounding them?

Will there be more friendliness surrounding them if they became less watchful?

* * *

Roosevelt's May 5 column is mostly about Russia and Jews stuck in the Soviet Union. 

She writes: 

 At the moment the most urgent concern is for the safety of the 2,500,000 Jews behind the Iron Curtain. The fund is helping escapees from Eastern Europe, giving them relief and resettling them in democratic societies, principally in Israel.

And....

The Soviets strongly condemned Hitler for his anti-Jewish actions but now, at least up until very recently, they seem to have been following a similar policy. Since the changed attitude on the Soviet doctors was announced, however, there is hope of a changed policy not only in the Soviets, but in the satellite countries.

I think condemning antisemitism is sometimes less about defending Jews and more an excuse to attack the opposing political group.  

Someone said it well on Twitter the other day.  

Well...I tried to find the Tweet and haven't had any luck.

But I've found many others along the same vein.

For example, Allison Josephs Tweets: 

Antisemitism comes from every group but if you only call it out when it aligns with your politics, you’re not actually a Jewish ally you’re a supporter of your own political party.

Joel M Petlin Tweets:

The silence to Antisemitism really is loud. But part of that silence comes from those who only criticize it when it comes from their political adversaries.The real challenge is for people to call out Antisemitism when it comes from the members of  their own political team.

Julia Jassey Tweets:

It’s so apparent how political antisemitism has become. The right attacks antisemitism on the left and defends it in their own backyard. The left does the same. I’ll be the first to call out antisemitism among my political “friends”—if you don’t, you’re keeping bad company.

Ariella Kimmel Tweets: T

The problem is so often when people do speak up on antisemitism it’s only to “own” the opposing political view, rather than calling it out wherever it festers

And if we want an example of all the above,  Mehdi Hesan Tweets: 

Here’s a thought: neither the political party nor the TV network that excused or ignored Trump’s antisemitism, Greene’s antisemitism, Gosar’s antisemitism, and now Kanye West’s antisemitism should probably never be taken seriously again on the issue of antisemitism.

Somewhere in history, Hesan might have spoken up against antisemitism on the left.  But when I did a search, I didn't see anything of the sort in the top results.

* * *

It's the next day.

I spent a lot of the afternoon watching the January 6 hearings.

Knowing that I have family members who still ride the Trump train...

It makes me want to scream.

* * *

In her May 7, 1953 column, Roosevelt complains about the lumping together of the "Jewish Gestapo" "New Dealers", and Communists.  She encountered a propaganda postcard from a Christian nationalist organization.  

She says:  That first sentence reveals a dishonest effort to make it appear (1) that there are Jewish Gestapo organizations, which is, of course, untrue. The Jews were the victims of Hitler's Gestapo. They have no such organizations of their own (2) By tying these three groups together, they try to make it appear that New Dealers and Jewish organizations are tantamount to Communists. This also is entirely untrue. Accomplishments made under the New Deal were not communistic. They met the needs of the people, which had been allowed to become desperate under the previous Administration. But they were not Communistic.

It's sad that the Republican party is still playing this exact same game of trying to tie Democrats to Communism. 

Yes. Some Democrats are Communists. I think it's a pretty small number.

But if you believe that anything outside of 100% support of pure capitalism = communism.  Then yeah...pretty much all of us are communists.  

* * *

The postcard said that there's a campaign to replace Christian tradition with Jewish tradition.

Jews will not replace us!!!!!

The times really haven't changed much, have they?

Reading all this...I feel like we're redoing the 1950's but with the Internet.

* * *

Roosevelt says interesting things about interracial marriage.  I don't really understand it fully.

There is no moral law which forbids intermarriage between different races. It is custom and habit, and where people wish to break these rules it is their right to do so, even though they may suffer as a result of the fact that many of us are governed by the customs and habits and conventionalities under which we live. To make it appear, however, that this is a moral code which should not be broken is, I think, un-Christian.

I guess what she's saying is it's not morally wrong to marry someone of another race but those who do so might face challenges, because of the culture we live in.

When did the Supreme Court legalize intermarriage?  I know it's Loving vs...something.

I'm guessing in some states, it was probably already legal.

I wonder if Roosevelt knew personally of any interracial marriages.

* * *

Googled.

Loving vs. Virginia was in 1967.

Lord Wiki says that in 1958, a Gallop Poll showed that 94% of Americans disapproved of interracial marriage.  Wow.

Did that include Roosevelt?

I have a feeling she'd be okay with it but that her convictions wouldn't be strong enough to speak in defense of it.

I mean she kind of did defend it but in a weak-hearted kind of way.   

* * *

I'm not sure if Roosevelt has anything substantial to say about Jews in her May 13 column.  I kept that window open, though, because she talks about Australia.

Speaking of Australia, I listened to the Australiana podcast about the opening ceremonies of the 2000 Olympics.  It was fascinating. It also gave me an extra dose of self-doubt, because they mentioned celebrities I hadn't heard of before.

 I also feel like a failure for never writing about the Olympics.  

I'm sure if I searched my blog, I'd find mention of it.  But I never did any serious research on it.  

With both my Australian podcasts, there is way too much that is new and unfamiliar to me.

Is is because Australia is so vast and impossible to know everything?  Or did I do a shitty job with having a special interest in Australia?

* * *

Getting back to Roosevelt....

She writes: 

During World War II and immediately after some of our servicemen were married to Australian girls and others who served there saw possibilities which they thought promised a better and easier future. So, they settled in the land called Down Under and, of course, their status today is interesting to read about, as I have just done. I think we are sufficiently like the Australians so that we get on well with them and living there should not be very difficult for our young people.

WHICH Australians are we like?

It's hard for me not to get racist undertones with that. 

Am I being unfair?

Overly woke?

I guess I'm just thinking...wondering...In comparison, what countries would be difficult for young Americans to live in?

For me, as a white, Jewish-American it would be easier to live in Australia than let's say...Korea.  Because I speak English well.  

But for a Korean-American who speaks fluent Korean and understands Korean culture, moving to Korea would probably be no more difficult than moving to Australia.

* * *

Roosevelt writes, Fortunately, Australia is a country that needs settlers

I'm sure that's exactly what Aboriginal Australians and Torres Strait Islander people were sitting there thinking. We need MORE white people.

But even for some white people, the we-need-more-settlers story is quite horrible.  When was that whole thing with British children being kidnapped for a happy, lovely life in Australia?

Note: Happy, lovely life = abuse and exploitation.

* * *

Googled.

The Australian Government admits that between 1927-1967, 150,000 British kiddos between the years of 9 months and 8 years were shipped to Canada, Rhodesia, Australia, and New Zealand to pump up the white population.

EVERYBODY is a victim of white supremacy.  Even white people. Even white cisgender straight men.  It's a really shitty thing.

(of course, there's not equality in terms of who is most victimized by white supremacy).

* * *

The Jewish part of Roosevelt's May 13 column is she forgo attending a United Jewish Appeal event, because she was very busy doing last minute things for her upcoming trip to Japan and Europe.

I feel like this should be used as an inspirational example for the whole push to have courage in declining invitations.

I see this push a lot on Instagram....probably because of who I follow.

Really, they need to have an alternate campaign that teaches people to graciously accept the declines.  That way we might have less people sending out messages like, We HAVE to make the effort to get together for holidays.  

* * *

If the United Jewish Appeal was anything like my family, the whole organization would probably shut down with blame going at least partly to Roosevelt. Because...she only made cameo appearances.  

* * *

If anyone wants to accuse Roosevelt's declining on antisemitism or apathy towards the Jews...this is also in the May 13 entry:

I was very much touched the other day to be invited to the coronation by Queen Elizabeth, and I was very sorry that, because of my commitments in Japan, it wasn't possible for me to accept.

* * *


On July 24, 1953, journeyed to King's Landing.

Roosevelt writes:  Our guide pointed out to us the windows of an old Jewish temple and told us that only seven out of the 140 Jews who had been in the city when the Germans took over, had survived but they had saved their records, which was the story time after time in these persecutions.

I wonder what the Jewish population is there now.

* * *

Lord Wiki says the Jewish population, in Dubrovnik, BEFORE the Holocaust was only 250.

Now there's around 30.

* * *

Roosevelt's September 15, column deals with communism.

A man named Joseph Kornfeder claimed to be a former member of the Communist Carty and testified that there were six-hundred Protestant clergy who were part of the Communist Party.  

Roosevelt says, It seems to me that the evidence given at times is not always convincing, even though we are expected always to believe that anything said by an ex-Communist must, of course, be true.

I would want proof that Kornfeder was truly communist. I mean it might not prove what he was saying was true. But I think it would be a good place to start.

I think the Jan 6 hearings would be much less compelling if people only claimed to work for the Trump administration.

* * *

Roosevelt says that something used as evidence against the Protestant clergyman is that they signed a petition against the execution of the Rosenbergs.

Roosevelt says,  I happen to feel that the trial had been fair and since we had capital punishment in this country there was no other sentence that could be imposed. I do not believe in capital punishment, however, and hope we will do away with it.

I think that's called...I'm going to try hard to stay on the fence about this.  I can't blame her since being against the execution of the Rosenberg's might earn her the reputation of being a communist.

Roosevelt explains herself further, Many of those who signed that petition, I am sure, did so because they were opposed on principle to capital punishment and the question of the guilt of the condemned was secondary, particularly as in peace time it is rare to give such a penalty even for such a serious offense.

That makes sense.  It might not sitting on the fence.  I guess it's more like I agree the crime was bad enough to receive the harshest punishment.  But I don't particularly support the harshest punishment.

Being against a certain type of punishment doesn't mean we necessarily support the crime or believe the culprit is innocent.

* * *

I was trying to find the word "Jewish" or "Israel" in the column; then remembered Roosevelt notes that there were also Catholic and Jewish clergy being accused.

* * *

The last entry in 1953 mentioning Israel or Jewish is October 19.

Roosevelt talks about the Internationalization of Jerusalem.

I actually hadn't heard of the concept until reading her columns. Or I heard and forgot I heard.

In this column, she says: 

I find there is considerable desire on the part of certain religious groups to push the internationalization of Jerusalem. I have no idea whether this is a wise move or not. Yet something, I am sure, must be done before long to make it possible for both the Arabs and the Jews to cross the lines in Jerusalem without question. When I was there, the university and the hospital on the Arab side were not in use because the Jewish people were forbidden to cross into the Arab part of Jerusalem and the Arabs could not cross into the Jewish part. It is obvious that the sooner the change is made which allows people to move freely from place to place, the better will it be and the sooner will the tension in Jerusalem be eased.

I'm ashamed to say, I don't know how Jerusalem is handled these days.  The only thing I really know is that Trump moved the US embassy from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem.  Or he tried.

I did watch a great TV show about people living in Jerusalem.  It's like a Jewish version of Friends.

I have to Google for the name...

Srugim.  That's it.

Anyway, the show was great, but it didn't help me learn the political boundaries of Jerusalem.

* * *

I'm reading parts of an NPR article about Jerusalem.

Or maybe I should go ahead and read the whole thing.

I was looking for a quick answer.  But I should probably take the time to learn it all a bit carefully.

The article was written in response to Trump moving the embassy.

Even though the embassy was moved, the practice of putting Jerusalem on the US passports of people born there (vs a country) still remains.  

NPR says the Western part of Jerusalem is seen as belonging to the Jews.  The Eastern part has important Jewish, Christian, and Islamic holy sites. Israel captured it in 1967 and have been increasing their population there.  This is one of the places that's considered occupied territory.

Before 1948-1949, the Jews and Arabs were kind of mixed together in the city.

After a war, fences were put up.

The Jews went west and the Arabs went east.

Arabs had to abandon their homes. Jews the same. 

Interestingly, the article uses the term abandoned and fled to refer to the Palestinian's situation and expelled when referring to the Jewish situation.

Is that an accurate assessment?

If this came from a more right-leaning source, I would expect a bias.  But NPR is left-leaning, and I feel left-leaning sources tend to have more sympathy with Palestinians.

Oh!  I should mention that Jews were barred from the Western Wall which is the most holy site for Jews.  It would be like banning Muslims from Mecca.

* * *

In 1967, there was another war.

Israel captured eastern Jerusalem and refused to give it back.

The article says, But in the eyes of the U.N. and nearly all governments, it's seen as occupied territory.

However, the embassy is NOT in the area considered to be occupied.

But there is fighting over Jewish people moving into areas that are predominantly Arab.  These Jews are being labeled as settlers. But Israel disagrees, because they don't consider the area occupied.

The Palestinians think Israel is doing this as a land grab kind of thing.  I guess the idea is to have as many Israeli's in these areas as possible.  Then if there is ever a 2 state solution, Israeli's can try to claim there is more of them there, so the land should go to them.

OR something like that?

* * *

I need to learn more about the concept of Israel as occupiers.  If when people are saying that, they're referring to the land obtained in 1967, I think it's fair.  I don't necessarily agree with it.  I need to learn more about the war.  But I think it's fair to see a piece of land, obtained in a war, to be contested.   

If people are referring to all of Israel as being occupied; then I think that's antisemitism.  

And I see "Free Palestine!" a lot.  What does that refer to?  Is it the areas that the UN had originally labeled as being for the Arabs?  Is it freeing Palestinians from having to go through arduous checkpoints?  Or are they saying they want Israel to disappear completely?

It probably varies person to person.  

For those who use such a statement as their response in discussions of antisemitism, it's probably more likely the latter.   And...it might also be a bot sometimes.  


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Eleanor Roosevelt and the Jews (Part 3)

You might want to start with part 1.  


I don't have the energy to explain what I've been doing with these posts, so I'm just going to jump in and start looking at what Eleanor Roosevelt said about Jewish people in her My Day column in her United Nation Years (from 1946-1952).  

I'm not sure what they mean by United Nation Years.

Was FDR in the United Nations?  In an official role?  Or was she?

I Googled. It was she not he.

Actually, now I'm remembering that FDR died.  I think in office.

Googling again...

Yeah.  I'm right.  He died in office.

* * *

The search-function of the Eleanor Roosevelt Papers Project is a little hard to work with.  I think it might be a bit glitchy.  Because of this, it's hard for me to read the entries in order.

So, I jump around in time a bit.

Sorry about that.

* * *

Before I get into the Jewish-related search results, I want to see what Roosevelt wrote on my parent's birthdays.  I'm just curious.  Plus, since they're both Jewish...it kind of counts.

* * *

Roosevelt talks about shopping on the day my mom was born.  

She took her granddaughter, and her granddaughter's friend, shopping in NYC.

Roosevelt says, I was going to shop, which is a necessity when you shop for yourself but an entertainment when you shop for the young.

I probably don't share her feelings about this. I usually find clothes shopping quite stressful, whether it's for me or someone younger.  

I wonder if my mom would agree, though.  She takes her grandchildren shopping. Is that entertaining for her?

Roosevelt and her granddaughter also went to the dentist...minus the granddaughter's friend.

I'm reading all of this as a kind of horoscope of my mom's life and seeing the dentist trip as a negative omen.

After the dentist and some other chores, Roosevelt and the granddaughter had lunch with Mrs. Albert Lasker and Mrs. Anna Rosenberg.

It's interesting that Roosevelt refers to the first friend by her husband's name and the second by the woman's own name.

Maybe women chose how they wanted to be referred to and considerate people respected that. 

Anyway...the other thing in regards to names.  Both sound like Jewish names to me—especially Rosenberg.

Roosevelt says about their lunch:

Mrs. Lasker and Mrs. Rosenberg are always a stimulating pair, and this was an especially interesting luncheon because I had a glimpse of the report on the nation's health which Oscar Ewing is shortly going to make to the President. When this report is released to the public I shall hope to tell you more about the things in it which seem to me important to every individual in the country.

That's some exciting foreshadowing there.

* * *

I Googled.

Oscar Ewing was one of the writers of the New Deal.

You know....reading old diaries like this.  It feels very much like time-traveling.

I love arm-chair time-traveling.

* * *

Roosevelt took her granddaughter to see a play called Mr. Roberts.

This is quite prophetic.

My mom (born on this day) married a Mr. Roberts.

* * *

Speaking of....

I'm now going to look at what Eleanor Roosevelt wrote on the day my dad was born.  

* * *

I just realized that the Granddaughter adventures didn't happen the day my mother was born.

Roosevelt's column was published that day....which was a Friday

The adventures occurred on Thursday.

Oh well.

It still counts for something.

Probably. 

* * *

Back to my dad:

On that day, Roosevelt talked about going to an education meeting.  There was a French woman there who was in the United States to examine our school systems.  

Roosevelt writes:

She is impressed by the happiness of our children and their freedom in the classroom. She maintains, though, that there is more thirst for knowledge and insistence on study for the sake of knowledge only in the French school system.

Interesting....

Roosevelt also talks about Russia pulling out of the United Nations health agency. She says, That is one of the few specialized agencies to which the USSR has been willing to belong, and the benefits to be derived from worldwide cooperation on health projects seem so very obvious that it is difficult to understand why the Soviets do not wish to keep in touch with the rest of the world.

I bet Roosevelt would be dismayed to know what Russia is up to lately.

* * *

It suddenly came to me that The New Deal was an FDR thing.

Right?

Or maybe he started it and then Truman finished it?

I'm wondering if what Roosevelt wrote about on my mom's birthday was another Oscar Ewing adventure.

Googling.....

Lord Wiki says the New Deal was Roosevelt, and the various parts of it came about between 1933-1939.

So...the Oscar Ewing thing must have been something new.

* * *

According to Lord Wiki, Ewing was part of something called The Whistle Stop tour.

He was also head of the Federal Security Agency which is now the Department of Health and Human services.

He was an advocate for a national health plan. Maybe that's what Roosevelt had been referring to.

I wonder if it would be like universal health care?

* * *

Now I should get on with searching for mention of the word "Jew" or "Jewish".  I might also look for things like "Israel", "Palestine" and "Holocaust".

* * *

On March 26, 1946, Roosevelt writes about visiting a Jewish home for the aged.  She says: I could not help being thankful that, in this country, these old people could find a sanctuary in their declining years. A happy contrast to the sad old people that I saw in a Jewish refugee camp in Germany.

I wonder when she went to visit the refugee camp.

And I wonder how many European Jews were in refugee camps, in Europe, after the war?

I'm assuming she's talking about post-war.  

Although, I could be wrong.

* * *

It turns out there's a whole website about these camps.  They were called Displacement Camps.  Or at least, that's one of the names for them.

I'm going to bookmark this site and add it to my list of possible future posts.

To answer my question above, though...the site says, at it's peak, the camps/camp had around 250,000 people.   

* * *

On June 11, 1946, Roosevelt talked a bit about the statistics of the Holocaust.

She writes: Of the 7,000,000 Jews who lived in Europe when Hitler first came to power, nearly 6,000,000 were put to death in the most brutal manner possible. The methods used frequently included deliberate starvation and torture. Among those murdered were 2,000,000 Jewish children.

I thought there were more than 7 million before Hitler.

But I could be wrong.  

* * *

Or I could be right.

The United States Holocaust Memorial Museum says the number was 9.5 million.

* * *

Roosevelt doesn't just talk numbers in the June 11, column.  She also shares this:

I talked to a man and his wife who had finally managed to come to this country from a concentration camp near Frankfort. They are educated, scholarly people—he is a poet. They had seen their two children burned to death.  

Sometimes it's hard to remember that behind the numbers, there are sad stories.

Or we may remember but....

For me, I don't feel a lot of empathy when seeing numbers.  I need the stories.

* * *

Roosevelt talks about issues in Palestine on August 19, 1946.

By the way, I'm trying to go in order of date for the first page of results.

The problem is once I get to the second page, I'll probably jump back in time.

If all the results were on one page, I think I could manage to read the results in order.  

It's too complicated to flip through all the results.

And with this website, sometimes it says there are many more pages of results. But when I look again, the results are no longer there.

Anyway...Palestine.

Roosevelt says: Many of us will agree that resort to force by Jews in Palestine is deplorable, but I don't think it is hard to understand. Palestine does not belong to Britain, which governs it under a mandate. When people are desperate, I suppose that a show of force against them inevitably brings retaliation in kind. 

I'm not quite sure what was happening there.

Jews were using force. Was that against Arabs?  The British?  

I thought Palestine did belong to Britain.

It all confuses me so much. 

Roosevelt says: 

The suggestion that the country be partitioned seems to me no answer to the problem, since the main objection originally to Palestine becoming a home for the Jews was the grave doubt entertained by many as to whether the land would be able to support any more people than were already there. It is understandable that the Arabs are not anxious to have the Jews as neighbors. The Arabs are a nomadic people, leading simple lives, and those who have moved into the orbit of the Jewish people have found the competition difficult and the standard of living higher than that to which they were accustomed. The Jews, however, are not asking for a vast increase in land. They ask to keep what they have, with slight additions for economic needs, and to be allowed to take in refugees.

The Arabs that Roosevelt describe kind of remind me of Texans who don't want to share the land with people from Mexico, Central America, etc.

I believe there will always be people with the attitude of I'm sorry that happened in your country. But we can't help you here.  

There will always be people who are anti-refugee.

There will always be people who are unwelcoming.

 * * *

Were the Arabs in Palestine very nomadic?  I mean were most of them nomadic?  I feel that can't be completely true, because I'm pretty sure I've heard that some Palestinians lost their houses to Jews.

I'm guessing some Arabs were nomadic and others lived in homes.

I wonder which group was more resistant about letting Jews find sanctuary in Palestine—the nomads or the villagers.

* * *

A few days have passed since I've worked on this.

I'm worried a bit that I'm going to be lost and unable to jump back in...that I've lost that momentum.

* * *

Here's something odd.

On April 1, 1947, Roosevelt writes about European children orphaned by World War II/Nazis—the ones who died, because they acted in opposition to the Nazis.  Basically: ANTIFA.

Roosevelt says, Under the law, the state can do nothing for these children. Orphans whose parents died under other circumstances have some rights under the law. But those whose parents, from patriotic motives and of their own free will, chose to defy the German authorities, are left without protection.

I guess maybe I'm confusing Germany back than with Germany today—imagining that right after the war, they showed regret for what the Nazis had done and immediately made laws to rectify some of the horrors.

* * *

The little boy from Jo Jo Rabbit would probably count as one of these kids.

* * *

On May 14, 1947, Roosevelt writes a LOT about Palestine.  Well...the whole column is about the subject.

I kind of wish I could just quote all of it.

But I won't.  

She definitely supports Palestine becoming the Jewish homeland but also understands that the land is important to Arab.

One of the things she says is:  I realize perfectly that, from a religious standpoint, Jews, Arabs and Christians all have an interest in the Holy Land. I realize also that the Arabs have an economic interest and a right in much of that area of the world.

One thing that is missing from that statement is an understanding that Arabs may also have a...

Not sure what to call it.  

Maybe....residential claim?  Their house, apartments, neighborhoods, community, etc.

Another quote from Roosevelt.

Under the British mandate, through money contributed by Jewish people in many parts of the world, areas of this country have gradually become settled and developed. Possibilities are outlined for future development which many Jewish people feel will support many more of their unfortunate brethren. It is true that, as yet, the Arabs outnumber the Jews in most of this area, but there is no real reason why these two peoples, who have great similarities, cannot live in peace together.

I wonder if both groups were equally resistant to living in peace together.

Did both groups want the other group out of there?

One of the ideas Roosevelt seems to amplify on her platform is that the Arab people were nomadic— living simple lives.  And one of their main reasons for resistance is that the Jews were bringing a more developed, modern way of living.  

I wonder if this is very true or is it partly propaganda.

I think one of the pro-Zionist things I've heard is that the Israeli's brought technology and other modern things to the area.  

Maybe irrigation?

* * *

I really need to learn more about the history of Israel.

It's just kind of daunting, because it's really hard to separate propaganda from history.

Though I guess that's the case with all history and not just Israel.

There's always going to be two sides of the story.  It's just that in many cases, one side is kept quiet.

I think with some history, there are two sides yelling very loudly.  I think this is what we have with Israelis vs. Palestinians and MAGA vs us Woke Liberals.  

With other history, one side is very loud.  The other is super quiet.  But then through the years, the quiet becomes less quiet.

* * *

I'll use autism as an example.

I think for decades...the autism-is-a-tragic-disease group was very loud. Their message was readily accepted by most of society.

Then...I think in the 90's...there were quiet whisperings of autistic pride/neurodivergent acceptance.  

Quiet whisperings=fringe movement.  My brain just reminded me that this term exists.  

Thanks, brain. 

Anyway, I think because of the Internet...it's now probably around 50/50 among people who have an interest in autism.  Some think of it as a tragedy that needs to be cured or overcome.  The other half see it as something that should be accepted in the same way we accept different sexual orientations and skin colors.

I think with Israel vs. Palestine, from the beginning (not beginning beginnings but late 1940's)...there were two loud viewpoints.

Loud.  I was trying to think of a word for that.

Would mainstream work?

At least since I can remember...supporting Israel or supporting Palestinians both seem like pretty mainstream movements.

It had to be, at least partly, the same back then.  Because Roosevelt was writing about it in her column.  I imagine she was so busy with mainstream issues.  She probably wouldn't have time for fringe movements.  

This is making me rethink autism viewpoints being divided 50/50.

Well, maybe it's about half and half in terms of people who have a vested interest in the subject.  

But although neurodivergent acceptance isn't super fringe anymore, I also don't think it's mainstream.  Just going by my experience on Twitter and Instagram.  There very often seems to be posts written with an autism-is-a-tragedy mentality and the opposing side coming along to speak up and explain why they see that mentality as being problematic.  

This is often in the form of a person or organization asking for others to support their support of an autistic charity...a charity that has a history of seeing autism as a tragedy.

Sometimes the person or organization. might know of the two opposing sides and has made a choice of which one to support. Other times, they seem to be clueless. 

Note: Many people subscribing to the first mindset would probably claim that they DO support neurodivergence.  But it's often in the form of:  He has autism.  But he's a delightful kid.  Or:  We have a child with autism, but we've taught her that she doesn't have to let her autism define her!

How about....

He's Jewish! But he's a delightful kid.

We have a Palestinian child in our class.  But we've taught her that she doesn't have to be defined by that. 

(Just in case someone didn't understand why that phrasing is offensive).

Well...there may be people who also don't understand why it's offensive when applied to Palestinians and Jews.  

* * *

Getting back to Roosevelt's column.

She says: Some of the writers whose articles I have read suggest that, because the Arabs control much oil and because the U. S. and Great Britain are both interested in leasing this oil, they do not wish to offend the Arabs in anyway.

Outside of Trump's administration, I think most American presidents and governments have tried to play nice with both the Palestinians and Israelis.  

It might not be equal.  But I don't think any administration has been either We're pro-Israel and the Palestinians can go suck it or We're pro-Palestinian and the Israelis can go suck it.

I think the same goes for most other countries towards Israel/Palestine.  

Anyway, I wonder what were and are the main motivations in trying to support both sides.  

Do oil and economics play the main part?

I imagine there's a fear of losing votes from either group (Jewish voters and Muslim/Arab voters) 

I'd like to imagine that some support of Israel comes from the American government feeling guilty that we didn't do enough to help the European Jews.  But I don't think the United States is very good at facing their guilt and trying to make amends.

* * *

On August 14, 1947, Roosevelt used her column for a solemn lecture on bystanders.  

She had learned of a group of college students who said antisemitic things; then pointed to a Greek student and said he looked Jewish.  That led to the student being beat up bad enough that he had to spend ten days in the hospital.

Roosevelt writes, The horrible thing to me is that this could happen when other people were about and that no one seems to have tried to prevent it. I feel sure that even one person with courage and conviction could have brought these young people to their senses. We did not fight a war against fascism in order to allow it to develop here.  

I think of things like this when I see people telling celebrities and corporations to stay out of politics.  

What they're really doing, when they say these things, is pressuring others to be bystanders.  

How would have history been different if more celebrities and European companies used their platforms to speak out against Nazism?  

* * *

In that column, Roosevelt writes: This week marks the second anniversary of Hiroshima and the Atomic Age. Happy anniversary, everybody.

From what I know of her, I'm assuming she was being very darkly ironic.

Did I use ironic correctly here?  

Anyway....

If someone like Trump had said it, I'd think he was being genuine.  

* * *

It's the next day.

I realized yesterday, after I finished blogging for the day, that I went off on this tangent about autism and forgot to mention what I should have mentioned about Palestinians and Israelis.

I think the pro-Israeli side assumes that the modern ways of life are superior and universally desired by all.  

If it's true that the Arabs in Palestine were nomadic and not modernized, we shouldn't assume their way of life was inferior.

Well, I think we CAN have opinions about which type of lifestyle we think is better.  I think the problem is more when we assume everyone else must share that viewpoint.

Another analogy:  Let's say family A is a video game/pop culture kind of family. The children from Family A spend a week with Family B.  Family B is a sports family. 

At the end of the stay, the B parents proudly tell the A parents that the A kids went a full week without screen time and even better, one of the kids used the spending money, she had saved for their next trip to their local comic-con, to buy a couple of sports-team sweatshirts.

Parents B expects Parents A to be very grateful and relieved that their child has made such vast life improvements and can't understand why Parents A are not overjoyed.  

Stepping outside the analogy. 

Modern living makes life easier, and in some ways, it makes life spectacular.  But it also makes life incredibly stressful and is pretty much destroying the earth.  So I couldn't blame anyone for wanting a more nomadic existence.  

When it comes to providing refuge to fellow human beings, though....ones who I'm pretty sure have a pretty historical claim to the land. I don't think this is the time to say...Nah. We want to keep things simple.  Find a home elsewhere.

Oh!  That's the other thing. Yesterday when taking a shower, I had Alexa play the Fiona Apple cover of "Across the Universe", because the Arab resistance to too many Jews coming and changing the culture of Palestine, made me think of the song.  

 

The last time the song came to me was during the beginning of the pandemic—hearing of people not wanting to make the changes needed to stop Covid from spreading.

* * *

I find it a bit messed up that the left tends to be pro-Palestinian and anti-Israel. I think the Palestinian side of things (at least back then) fits in better with the right-wing anti-immigrant mentality.

If the world made more sense, I think the left would sympathize with Israelis and the right would sympathize with the Palestinian feelings of: Go Back to Where You Came from, and Isn't it time you stopped playing the Holocaust card?

It's all about the narrative, though. Were the Jews invaders and now colonizers?  Or are they people indigenous to the land who returned to their land?  

* * *

Getting back to Roosevelt. 

She had a lot to say about Palestine on March 1, 1948.

I Googled to see when Israel became an official country.

It was about two months later—May 14, 1948.

Roosevelt says that she's getting letters from people asking them to rethink allowing Jews to turn Palestine into Israel and instead use one of the US states for that purpose.

Roosevelt says:

This particular suggestion is somewhat funny. I can quite understand how certain groups who feel that we would profit by Jewish immigration might ask us to receive not only those who are in Palestine but all the other Jewish displaced persons. But that we be asked to arbitrarily displace citizens of a certain state, and turn that state over to the Jews, strikes me as a suggestion to which the writers gave very little thought!

Why is it funny to imagine displacing citizens of a US state, but it's less funny to displace Palestinians?

Maybe if Arabs and Americans would have been cooperative and welcoming...they could have developed a smaller version of Israel in the Middle East and then another small Jewish area in one of the US states.  

Even today, there are spaces that are undeveloped.  I imagine back in the 1940's, this was even more the case.

It seems to me that there would have been room for tons of Jews without displacing a lot of people.

I'll have to read more about why and how the Arabs were displaced in the formation of Israel. Was Israel too forceful, inconsiderate, and greedy in taking over?  Or were Arabs too antisemitic, unwelcoming, and uncompromising?

Or was it a mix of both?

* * *

Roosevelt writes more about Israel on December 30, 1948.

She says:

There are, of course, many points of view about the State of Israel. The Arab nations feel that they do not want to cede this territory to the Jews and, while they were quite willing to accept the Jews who came there and have them consider the area as a national home, they now feel that this never was meant to be a national state. The British, who had the mandate over the area from the League of Nations and finally gave it up because it was more than they could well handle, do not wish to do anything that would create difficulty between them and the Arab citizens in various parts of the world.

I wonder how the Arabs felt about the British mandate.  I mean before the land was designated as the Jewish homeland.

Was there a lot of resistance to it?  

Rhetorical questions for now...but maybe a future rabbit hole and post.

* * *

I really need to make improvements on my knowledge of Israeli history.

Roosevelt talks about the Balfour Declaration.  I've heard of this but had no idea what it was.  

It came about way before the Holocaust—November 2, 1917 and Roosevelt says that it expressed Britain's blessing on the establishment in Palestine of a national home for the Jewish people. And the Jews regarded this as a mandate created to make it possible for them to reach a point where they could govern themselves. That point, they consider, has been reached, and now they feel they are entitled to be a nation.

I think I did (kind of?) know that the plans of Israel came about before the Holocaust.

I think the Holocaust just put the plans in the fast lane.

Roosevelt says:

The Jews are willing to take long-suffering refugees from all parts of Europe who wish to leave the area where they have been unhappy, but in order to do this they must have sufficient land to settle them on. The land seems unpromising now, but they have discovered that through hard work they can develop it and make it productive.

How much territory has the story of undeveloped land being developed by the hard work of the Jews? and how much territory has the story of Arabs being kicked out of their homes to make way for Jews?

* * *

I finished with the first page of search results for Jew in the years 1946-1952.

When I tried to get to the second page, there was an error.

When I tried again, there were results.  But it's going to reset my armchair time machine (futon, actually).

I'm going to guess the results are ranked by relevance.  So I think I'm going to...not stop but look for some of the other relevant search terms.

I'll look at "Israel", "Palestinian", and "Holocaust".  I'm wondering if those words were common enough in those days for Roosevelt to use them.

Well...she did use the term Israel in the December 1948 post.

I'm wondering when the Arabs in Palestine started referring to themselves as Palestinian.  I also wonder, before Israel became a thing, did any Jews refer to themselves as Palestinian?  

And when did the Holocaust become known as the Holocaust?

* * *

I searched for Holocaust, Israel, and Palestinian in the years 1946-1952...not among the whole universe but just within Eleanor Roosevelt's column.  

Roosevelt wasn't yet using the word Palestinian.

I saw many mentions of Israel.

There were a handful of mentions of the Holocaust, but some might have been in reference to a nuclear Holocaust.

I was hoping and planning to try to finish the 1946-1952 years with this post.  But this is already too long. 

Yes, we can blame my tangents.

In the next post, I will continue with 1946-1952.  I'll look at the posts mentioning Israel and the word Holocaust.

And I'll go on a million more self-indulgent tangents.

Before I say bye-bye, though.  I am going to Google and try to get a quick answer about when the words Palestinian and the Holocaust came to mean what they mean today.

* * *

I'm going to give up on getting a quick answer about Palestinian.

I Googled and can already see how the term is super-politicized.

Just looking at the snippets that Google provides.

From the Jewish Virtual Library:

Origins of the name 'Palestine' and Palestinian Nationalism 'Under the Ottoman Empire (1517-1917), the term “Palestine” was used as a general term to describe the land south of Syria; it was not an official ...

From: DecolonizePalestine

Myth: The name Palestine was a Roman invention: The very first traces of the name Palestine come from the time of Ramses II and III, roughly around the mid-12th century BC. There is an inscription dated to ...

From: the Hudson Institute

The Forgotten History of the term Palestine: The ancient Romans pinned the name on the Land of Israel. ... “Palaestina” referred to the Philistines, whose home base had been on the ...

I find this very interesting and will add it to my list of future post ideas.

I really want to write all these posts.

I want to do all the research.

I'm feeling a desire to clone myself or have a Groundhog Day spell put on me. 

It's overwhelming.  Not only do I now have a list of 44 post ideas.  But each idea might take up 4-5 parts.

* * *

For the term Holocaust, I'm using Lord Wiki's expertise.  It's fascinating.

I'm not going to go into the word's long history.  At least not now.

One of the earliest uses of it, in terms of referring to what happened in Europe, was from a writer for the New York Times—Julian Metzer. He used the term in 1943 when writing about Jews immigrating to Palestine.

In the 1950's, when translating from Hebrew, the word was sometimes used as a translation for the Jewish/Hebrew word "Shoah"

In the 1960's the word became more associated with the Jewish genocide but with qualification.  A book was written by Nora Levin titled.  The Holocaust: The Destruction of Europe Jewry.  

So back then...if someone said the word holocaust, they might be met with...WHAT holocaust?

The word's connection to the Jewish genocide became pretty much solidified in 1978.  What was the cause?  A Meryl Streep miniseries titled: The Holocaust.

The film and television industry really has a huge impact on culture and history.  

* * *

The bit above was supposed to be the end of the post.  But I just wanted to add a synchronicity story.

Yesterday evening, after rambling on about not assuming everyone values the same lifestyles, I was listening to the latest episode of the Weird Crap in Australia Podcast. Matthew and Holly did this whole lecture on people leaving modern society, for various reasons and how people shouldn't be maligned or harassed for making such choices. It fit in well with what I had written.

Matthew and Holly make me wish I was still obsessed with Australia and that this blog was still about Australia.

But...at least I still have their podcast.


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