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TV Shows and Movies I Watched in 2017

As I said in my last post, fiction plays a huge part in my life. To honor the love I have for TV shows and movies, I've decided to make a list of what I watched in 2017.  I'm going to try and divide it by geography, because I feel that engaging in fiction is a fantastic (and relatively cheap) way to travel.

Someone reading this might be saying, Well what about books?  

I've been a bookworm all my life, but sadly this year, I hit a bit of a...what's the word?  Lag? Bad luck? I think I read much less than I usually do.  Now things are better because I'm taking the safe route and rereading something I already love (The Dark Tower series and related books).  With that I've spent time in NYC, Arizona, Las Vegas, Maine, California, other places around the USA, the Territories, and whatever world the Gunslinger is from. Shit. I don't know. 

I also spent some time in Japan and another alternate universe via Haruki Murakami. 

I read maybe a few other books. I don't think they left much of an impression on me.

Now onto the TV shows and movies...mostly TV shows, because I'm not a huge movie fan anymore. I don't often watch them.  

Note: For TV shows, I watch one season at a time.  If I remember what seasons I watched this year, I'll mark it down. 

Second Note: Shows I loved are colored blue. Shows I didn't like are colored red. 


AUSTRALIA

Suicide Theory
Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries (Season 1) 
The Kettering Incident
Tracks 
H20-Just Add Water (season 1) 
Redfern Now
Ravenous 
Holding the Man 
Nature's Grave
The Eye of the Storm 
Better Man 
Packed to the Rafters (Season 5) 
Offspring (Season 6) 
City Homicide (Season 3 and am now watching season 4) 
All Saints (Season 2 and 3) 
Rake (Season 3) 
Deep Water 


USA

Speechless (Season 1 and part of season 2)
Goliath
Sneaky Pete 
The Good Place (season 1 and part of season 2)
Bloodline (Season 2) 
Bates Motel (season 4?)
The Mindy Project 
House (Season 4, and slowly making my way through season 5) 
This is Us (Season 1 and part of season 2)
Wet Hot American Summer 
Hannibal Yes. I loved the first season and part of the second season. Then.....
Gravity Falls
Roots 
American Crime Story 
Modern Family 
The Arrival 
Big Little Lies 
Sirens 
Fargo 
12 Monkeys 
Devious Maids 
Grey's Anatomy (Season 1) 
My So-Called Life
Zoo We didn't mind it at first.
Spiderman-Homecoming
Master of None
Sense 8 (Season 1 and 2) (putting it here, though, it takes place in many countries) 
The Office (Seasons 1, 2, 3, and 4) 
John Dies at the End
Walking Dead
Dead Like Me 
Lost (Season 1) (Sometimes Merica) By the way, got pulled into an Instagram drama that made me lose a lot of love for the show. Kind of a sad bit of my 2017. 
Midnight Texas
The Originals 
Stranger Things 2 The first season was my La La Land, but I really loved the second season. 
Will and Grace  
The Good Doctor 
The Exorcist (season 2)
Underground (Season 1) 
Containment 



UK

The Vicar of Dibley (Season 1)  
Criminal Justice (Season 2)
Coronation Street
Miranda (Season 1) 
The Syndicate (Season 2) 
Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them 
Fresh Meat 
Pramface 
The IT Crowd 
Outnumbered 
Stella (Season 3?)
The Thick of It
Dead Set 
Black Mirror-In the midst of watching that now. 

CANADA

Little Mosque (Season 2) 
Being Erica (Season 1) 
Mommy
Degrassi Next Class 
Heartland (Season 1, and watching season 2 now) 

JAPAN

Naruto (season 1)
Tokyo Ghoul (Season 1) 
Blue Exorcist (Season 1) I'm realizing that Anime and I are not a good match.


NOT OUR WORLD

Game of Thrones (Season 7)
The Shannara Chronicles 

ISRAEL

Srugim (Season 1 and 2)

MEXICO

Fear the Walking Dead (Season 2) 
Coco 

BELGIUM

Mr. Nobody (multiple locations, really) 

FRANCE

Paris J'Taime 

GERMANY

Look Who's Back
Dark 

ROMANIA

Beyond the Hills 


Yet another note: It was easy to mark things red, but not so easy to mark things blue.  There's a lot of things I'm unsure about.  For example, every Canadian show would be maybe blue, but probably less blue  than my blues from other countries. And I didn't want to mark EVERYTHING blue in Canada. So I marked down nothing blue.  I'm not sure if that makes any sense.  

Happy New Year!!



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Xenia Goodwin, Cleaver Greene, Safety Video, and episode 220.

1. Dreamed that, I look in the mirror while wearing a fake nose. I decide that I look like Xenia Goodwin. 

I was thinking that dream seemed totally random, but then I remembered that yesterday I mentioned Dance Academy.  

2. Thought of the TV show Rake.

I went on Flickr and saw Tim had left a comment on one of my photos.  He said our cat looks young in a photo. I wrote back, You're right! He does!

I realized what I said was ridiculous. What does that mean, he's right? Tim's not right or wrong. He shared an opinion, and I agreed with him.   

That's why I thought about Rake. There's a s scene where Cleaver Greene (Richard Roxburgh) bitches out a woman because when she listens to someone, she  says something like "right" or "yes", as if she's giving her approval.  

3. Found the scene on YouTube.

The woman uses the word "correct". 

4. Deleted my comment to Tim after hearing Cleaver Greene's rant. He totally shamed me.

5. Remembered that the past few years it's been a verbal fad to say, I know! Right?

That's different, though. That's more like we're saying, I agree! Do you agree with me agreeing? Aren't we like totally together on this?  

My response to Tim wasn't like that. It was egotistical and snobby.  As Cleaver Greene says, Oh well. It's sort of like a school teacher talking to a ten year-old.  You know? You're not actually agreeing. You're approving. It's as if the statement isn't valid until you deem it so.  

6. Hoped that I don't often act like the woman on the show.

7. Watched a beautiful, amazing, and brilliant Qantas safety video, that was featured in an article I read on my phone.

Each piece of safety guidance is given by a different Australian in a different location 

It's not just a safety video but a tourist promotion video as well.  

The video has some interesting visual euphemisms. For example, the crash position is demonstrated with a yoga class getting into position on their yoga balls.  

For the message about leaving belongings behind, in the event of an emergency, a woman is shown leaving her bag behind as she happily slides down a nature-created water slide.

8. Wanted to link to the article, but couldn't find it on my laptop. Maybe it's only available on mobile devices??

9. Tried again, and found the article.

Well, it seemed doubtful that there are articles written that are available on phones but not on laptops.

10.  Saw that I was likely wrong, the other day, when I said that the rhinos coming to live in Australia wouldn't take an airplane.

I just saw an article which talks about lions being airlifted from Latin America back to Africa.

If a plane can take lions, I'm sure one could also take rhinos.

Rhinos are heavy, but it's not like they have to take all of them at the same time.

11. Started to watch the 220th episode of season 28 of Home and Away.

Yesterday I watched the 230th episode.  The reason is I learned that Hulu is losing Home and Away. I lost the motivation to continue watching in a normal manner, since I have little time left. I decided to, instead, do something fun and weird.

I guess it's just a way for me to see more of the season before saying good-bye.

12. Saw that this is around the time that Maddie (Kassandra Clementi) and Oscar (Jake Speer) broke up.

In the episode I watched yesterday, they were over. Maddie was moving on with Matt (Alec Snow)

13. Saw Nate (Kyle Prior) text Ricky (Bonnie Sveen) asking if she's up. She texts back.Duh, single mum.  Come over.

Yes, because mothers with a partner get to sleep in until 9:00 each morning.

I do imagine that being a single parent is often more challenging than being a parent with a partner. But I think some single parents idealize the life of the parent who is not single.

The thing is, though we might not be full-time single, we do experience part-time singleness—some of us more than others. Our partners travel out of town. Sometimes they work out of town. When they're in town, they might work late. They might go out with friends. When they are at home, they might be too tired and distracted to help a lot.

I think with most parenting partners, it's not going to be a 50/50 partnership. One parent is often going to spend more time with the child and do more childcare work.

14. Thought that Raechelle Banno, on the show, has a slight resemblance to Diana Glenn.

15. Felt the two people I will miss most from Home and Away are Maddie and Matt.

16. Saw that Oscar is missing. It all looks a bit ominous. He's gone but his wallet and clothes are on the beach.

BUT I know he'll be found safe and alive, because he was in the future episode I watched yesterday.

17. Finished watching the episode, and am wondering what happened to Oscar.

Tomorrow I plan to watch the 210th episode.

18. Consulted Lord Wiki about what happens to Oscar.

He was swept off to sea, and then found by Billie. She helps him. I think that's one of the ways she redeems herself in the eyes of summer bay.  I don't think the fire-rescue-hero thing worked, because people thought she had started the fire.

19. Decided to check up on Xenia Goodwin, since I dreamed about her last night. I mean to do it this morning, but got sidetracked by a zillion different things.

20. Looked at Goodwin's filmography on IMDb.

I don't think there's anything really new there.

She was on an episode of a TV show called Winter last February.  That's about it.

I was hoping to see something about The Dance Academy movie. Are there still plans for that?

21. Googled and saw that most of the news, about the movie, is from last year. I'm not sure if there's been any recent new developments.

22. Looked at the Dance Academy Twitter page. There's a Tweet from April 25 that says shooting's beginning in five weeks.

So...that's good news.

I wonder how many people from the TV show cast will be in the movie.

23. Went to Xenia Goodwin's Instagram.

I should have just gone there first. Her most recent post is of the Dance Academy film screenplay.

24. Liked Goodwin's photo of her cat and dog. They're very cute.

25. Saw that Goodwin taught a school holiday dance workshop for children.

She posted photos of herself with the kids and wrote a nice message. It's very sweet.

26. Looked at the brochure for the workshop. It looks quite prestigious. If having a Dance Academy star as your teacher isn't exciting enough, another one of the other teachers is a choreographer for Bindi Irwin.

27. Thought that the school sounds very nice. Well, there's the fact that Goodwin wrote the nice message on her Instagram.  But also, with the dress code, they say, The dress code is not strict. Please wear casual dance wear, something that you already have and feel comfortable in eg. Lycra dance tights and top, leotard tights with skirt or shorts over the top, track pants and t-shirt/singlet top.  They do request that you bring the appropriate dance shoes, but that's quite understandable.

28. Saw that Goodwin taught the eight and nine-year-olds.

I wonder if it was her first time teaching.

29. Noticed that the Instagram post is from eighty-two weeks ago. Wow. And here I was thinking the dance class was fairly recent.

30. Saw that that brochure is for June/June 2015. So I guess they had the class the next year.

I wonder if there will be a 2016 session.

31. Watched the recap of season one of Water Rats. I forgot about all the exciting stuff that happened.

32. Thought about how I saw Colin Friels recently in Killing Time. He was a criminal on that show, and on Water Rats, he's a cop. But I think the personality of both characters are kind of similar.

33. Started watching the first episode of season two of Water Rats.

34. Saw, on IMDb, that Marshall Napier is in this episode.

I like him.

35. Saw Aaron Jeffrey.

I totally forgot he was on the show.

Napier and Jeffrey played father and son on McLeod's Daughters.

36. Learned that the third season of the American TV show The Leftovers is going to take place in Australia.

Learning that made be slightly regret that I stopped watching it.

Well, actually.  I barely started. I think we watched only the first episode or two.

37. Wondered if The Leftovers will have many Australian actors.

38. Remembered that Lost, Damon Lindelof's other show, also had a strong Australian connection.  

39. Thought it was sweet that the police officers, on Water Rats, allow the escaped prisoner (John Walton) to watch his daughter at her gymnastics class.  He escaped custody just to go see her.

I also think it was sweet that this prisoner took such a huge risk just so he can see his daughter. He doesn't insist on talking to her or getting up close to her.  He just wants the chance to watch her.

And he gets all emotional while watching her. That's kind of lovely.

40. Wondered about the song playing at the end of the show.

It kind of reminds me of a Rebecca Lavelle kind of thing. I wonder if its her. Or do I just have McLeod's Daughters on my mind because of Napier and Jeffries?

41. Thought that Water Rats is really into using extreme close-ups.

42. Finished watching the episode; then watched the credits to see if they'd give the name of the song in the episode.

They didn't.

They give all this other information.

Apparently it's more important for me to know who provided the food for the actors and crew and who assisted the person providing the food.  But it's not important for me to know who wrote and sang the song on the TV show.

I think there should be a law requiring TV shows to list the songs they use. Why do we have to depend on fan-based websites and message boards to get that kind of information?

43. Thankful to the Australian Television website. They have a list of songs on the show, and the song I heard is included.

The song is called "Goldie's Theme", and it wasn't sung by Lavelle. The singer is Cathi Ogden.




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Canada, Sticking With the Old, Adaminaby, and Felony

1. Had brief moments of Australians in my dreams.

In one, We're with people who talk to us about Sonia Todd. They tell us that when they first saw her they thought she was Russian, or something like that. I start to think that maybe I had thought that too, at first.  

There was another dream where I started to think I might have a crush on Alec Snow from Home and Away and a hardly-remembered dream where I saw Daniel Webber on some TV show.

2. Went to Livejournal to write down my dreams and clicked on an add there for Qantas.

It had us flying out of Vancouver, and it's the page for Canadians.

I just checked again—went to the Qantas page via Google, and I'm still Canadian.

I think maybe it's the universe scolding me.

We had plans to go to Canada this year. I imagined us going to Vancouver and then Whistler.  But then Jack wanted to go to Disneyland, and we decided maybe we'd just do another American-west road trip.

BUT then for the past few weeks, I've been craving a trip back to NYC.  Tim and Jack have seemed kind of interested as well. Yesterday I suggested we go there, and we started making plans.

I think maybe the universe is bitching at me. You have time for New York but not Canada?

3. Figured Canada will end up being one of those places we often talk about going to but never do.

I think this is the second or third time we've made tentative plans to go to Canada and then cancelled.
But...oh well.

I've been missing New York lately.

4. Thought that we're really more repeat travelers than the type to seek out new experiences.

Tim and I lived in New York, and we've been back with Jack many times.

We go to Disney World over and over again.

We plan to go to Disneyland in Autumn. It will be our second time.

Each time we've gone to Australia, we've spent a long time in Sydney. Jack is very reluctant to return to Australia without going to Sydney. On top of that, there's the fact that out of the few times we've traveled internationally, our destination has been Australia.

I think of Tim as having more of a desire to try new places, but for his birthday we're planning to go to Japan. This will be his fourth time there.

5. Thought about how I like to try new places, but what I love more than that is returning to places I love.

So if it's a choice between Canada and New York, I'd pick New York.

6. Decided it really depends.

I do love Disney World, but I'm so sick of it. There are many places I'd want to go to more...including Disneyland, which is sort of the the same but different enough to make me happy to go there.

I like the idea of going to Sydney. I can't say I'm tired of Sydney, because it's been three years since we've been there.  But if it's a choice between Sydney and going to places in Australia that are new to us, I'd want to pick the latter.

7. Thought about how, in the past few years, I've not been in the mood for big cities. So that might have been why I loved Sydney a bit less when we went in 2013.

But now I'm very eager to go to NYC which is the ultimate big city. Maybe I'm over being over big cities.

8. Tried to remember if I was sick of big cities when we went to New York in 2014.

I'm pretty sure I was, but I do remember having a good time.

9. Guessed that maybe my attitude was along the lines of, This is nice even though I'm tired of big cities, rather than, This is horrible, because I'm tired of big cities.

10. Started reading one of my 2012 pretend-Australia-trip posts.

There's a part where I talk about us buying a lot of food for the apartment we're staying at in Adaminaby.  I wrote,  We have food now—lots of it. I stress about it going to waste, but we can take the nonperishable with us.

What's funny is in another one of my dreams last night: We're in NYC. Tim has bought a lot of snacks for the room, and I try not to stress about it. Then I am distracted and keep opening up cans of cat food. The cat food WOULD have stayed perishable if I hadn't opened them.

11. Thought having the dream and reading the post was sort of synchronocity.

Although it's not a huge coincidence, because stressing about wasting food is fairly common to me.

It's not like I believe we need to clean our plates. It's more about feeling wrong buying a bunch of perishable food if it seems likely a lot of it will be wasted.

12. Read something in my old pretend trip that made me annoyed.

It's another one of the manipulative things.

As I've said before, though the trip was pretend, a lot of the feelings were very real and the situations were often based on real things as well.

So anyway, one of the things I've experienced with manipulative people is this. There'll be something they're doing that hurts my feeling. I'll finally approach them about it and then they'll accuse me of doing something similar.  I'll have a strong idea that their accusation isn't true, but I'm not sure. I start to doubt myself.

Then I don't know if it's a matter of me mistreating someone and being in denial about it. Or is the person being manipulative and avoiding their own guilt by accusing me of doing something that I haven't?

Sometimes I know I did something or didn't do something, but the other person showed no signs of being bothered about it UNTIL I complained to them about something. When that happens, were they never really mad or hurt, but they're bringing it up as a deflection tactic?  OR were they kind of bothered by it, decided not to mention it; but then when I complained, they felt they too should complain?

13. Could totally understand someone not expressing annoyance/hurt about something, and then bringing it up when I bitch at them.

There are a lot of things that make me angry about people, but I don't confront them.  I keep quiet.  If one of those people bitched at me about me doing something similar, I'd very likely bring up what they did in the past.

What I can't tolerate is the idea of someone accusing me of doing something or not doing something, and it's not true. OR it is true, but it never truly bothered them.

It's bad enough to feel hurt by someone's actions.  But then to have that person also make you think you've done something wrong when you haven't? It's very unfair. That being said, I can't guarantee that anyone has ever done that to me. Maybe every accusation against me was true.  That's the thing with manipulation.  A lot of times there's just a gut feeling, but nothing tangible...no solid proof to back those feelings up.

14. Thought of a pretend example.

Let's say there are two sisters. Abby is an artist.  Jennifer is a dancer. Abby gives Jennifer's dancing a lot of attention. When they text and email, Jennifer often asks Abby about her dancing.When Jennifer sends her videos of her dancing, Abby gives her compliments.

In contrast, Jennifer rarely gives Abby's art any attention. She doesn't ask about it. She doesn't visit Jennifer's art website. She doesn't give Abby compliments. She pretty much acts like the art doesn't exist.

Finally, Abby has enough and emails Jennifer about her feelings. Jennifer gets very defensive and writes angrily about how Abby has never attended any of her dance recitals. Who cares that Abby watched the videos and often asked questions about the dancing?  Jennifer wanted her there at the recitals, and Abby never did that for her.

 OR was Jennifer never really bothered about it, and is just bringing it up as a deflection tactic?

Abby started off feeling hurt, and now she's also feeling confused and guilty.


15. Started watching an episode of Home and Away.

16. Got some insights to what's going on with Hannah (Cassie Howarth).

Now I'm understanding her more.

She tells Leah (Ada Nicodemou) that the reason she slept with Sean (Luke Pegler), and has been having Andy (Tai Hara) doubts, is because Sean reminds her of the life she wanted for herself. She wanted an adventurous, traveling life. Then she ended up having to take care of teenagers—Evie (Philippa Northeast) and Oscar (Jake Speer). She feels trapped.

I can understand feeling trapped.

17. Wasn't sure why Hannah ended up taking care of the twins. I think maybe her sister died?  Or something like that?  Well, I figure someone died and left Hannah as guardian.

18. Consulted Lord Wiki.

He says it was her sister that died.

And then there was that whole cult thing.

Hannah rescued the twins from her brother-in-law.

19. Wondered if Hannah counts Denny (Jessica Grace Smith) as one of the people she's responsible for.

20. Decided it's unlikely. I think Hannah and Denny are close in age.

21. Loved Andy for setting his brother Josh (Jackson Gallagher) straight.

Josh is mad at his girlfriend Evie for not telling him that her aunt cheated on his brother. Andy says, Don't be an idiot, Mate. They're family. How many times have you lied for me in the past?

22. Thought about Matt's (Alec Snow) budding relationship with his biology teacher (Erika Heynatz).  I feel I keep running into Australian movies/TV shows with older women/young men storylines.

I think the first was the TV show Rake. Then there was two movies—Adore and My Mistress.

Now there's this Home and Away storyline.

23. Thought that there might have been others I've forgotten.

24. Remembered that I also read a book about the subject. The book wasn't by an Australian author, but the movie adaptation starred Cate Blanchett. So...I kind of count it.

25. Started watching the movie Felony.

It's a police thing. It reminds me of the TV show Rush.

26. Saw that Mal, a police officer (Joel Edgerton) is drunk driving.

That's real nice.

27.  Thought it's possible I wasn't paying enough attention. Maybe Mal was among other drinkers at the party, but he himself didn't drink that much.

But it looks like he's having trouble paying attention to the road—either drunk or overly tired.

28.  Saw another police officer stop Mal's car. He asks if Mal's been drinking and mentions a breathalyzer test. Upon the officer's request, Mal shows him his license which happens to be next to his police badge. And he gives a code word.  I think the police officer is going to let him go...keep on driving.

But I'll keep watching to see if I'm right or wrong.

29. Saw that I was right.

The police just let Mal go.

Shit.

30. Saw a police officer (Tom Wilkinson) mention the finding of adult female prints on an object.

Can gender be determined by fingerprints?

31. Found an article that says scientists have found a new technique that can determine gender. But the article is from 2015, and the movie was released in 2013.

32. Found an article from 2012. Scientists were working on it back then, too.

I'm doubting it was being used in regular practice.

My guess is the police officer was talking about the gender thing in order to make the suspect (Lizzie Schebesta) nervous.

33. Started to get into the movie.

I think it's a story about morals...and all that.

Mal has hit a young biker with his car...probably because he was drunk-driving.

He's done a bad thing, but I don't think Mal's a very bad person.

Well, first of all. He stops his car, and tries to help the victim. He calls an ambulance.

34. Saw that Mal hasn't admitted that he hit the biker.

So his morals are a little weak there.

I'd have much more respect for him if he immediately came clean.

35. Lost more respect for Mal.

He's not just passively denying what he's done. He actively lying. He talks about seeing another car at the scene and that the car drove away.

36. Thought that I'm such easy prey to manipulation. Even fictional characters can do it to me.

Because I'm sitting here wondering if there WAS a car there—if I wasn't paying good enough attention.

37. Decided to go back and watch the scene.

38. Watched the scene.

Mal did hit the boy, and there was no other car.

39. Saw that Detective Jim (Jai Courtney) is probably the hero in the story.

I'm getting the idea that the movie is about him dealing with the shitty morals of his colleagues.

40. Got the idea that Jim is a very nice guy.

He goes to the hospital to see how the accident victim is doing. He asks the mother if there's anything he or the other police can do.

Then again, as a bad action doesn't define a person, neither does a good one.

A person can be very caring in one situation; then be abusive and awful in another one.

There may have been times that MAL was extra nice to an accident victim and their family.

41. Saw Ankhila (Sarah Roberts), the mother of the bike accident victim, eyeing Mal with suspicion. This comes after she thanks him for helping her son, and Mal acts awkward about it.

Now I know Mal is guilty, because I watched the accident happen. But I'm not sure responding to gratitude with awkwardness is a sign of guilt.

Let's say Mal was NOT guilty of hitting the kid on the bike, and he was just a helpful bystander.  What would he say, Why thank you, Ma'am.  I'm happy to be of service!  I think even a simple You're welcome or No worries would be hard to say.

42. Could imagine a modest person doing a heroic deed and then acting awkward like Mal did.

43. That about how this movie is making me feel very bad for the good police out there who are having to work with the corrupt police.

I guess, though, it's the same in many careers.  There are teachers who love kids and are stuck with other teachers who are burned out and hating kids.  There are doctors who care about patients. and their families ,that have to work with other doctors who care only about their egos.

44. Decided to stop watching the movie for today.

I'm really liking it.

I look forward to watching more of it tomorrow.  

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The Popularity of Waleed Aly, Terra Nova, K9, and More Red

1. Dreamed that, I have a large bag of cocaine in my possession. I don't plan to use it. I talk to Tim about it. He says once you try cocaine, your body needs to have a little bit of it each day. I then worry that I'm accidentally going to ingest some.  

I'm sure that was inspired by Killing Time. 

2. Started to watch an episode of Home and Away.

3. Saw Kat (Pia Miller) and Nate (Kyle Prior) arguing about the public marriage proposal.  

Nate thinks Leah (Ada Nicodemou) was wrong in saying no, because she embarrassed Zac (Charlie Clausen). Kat thinks Nate is wrong for thinking a woman should say yes to a man just to save him from embarrassment.

The conversation made me realize something.

I've been annoyed at Home and Away for having these annoying public proposals. But now I'm thinking maybe the show is actually taking a stand against them.  Because twice they've resulted in a no.

4. Sickened by an editorial I just read. It's about accusations that Waleed Aly isn't popular enough to win a Gold Logie.  

I'm trying to understand it. 

5. Started to reread the editorial, and I'm even more disgusted.

First, some background information.

Like America's Oscars, the Logies tend to favor white people.

But UNLIKE the Oscars, this years Logies actually showed some ethnic diversity.  

This year, two out of the six nominees are not of white-European heritage: Waleed Aly has an Egyptian background, and Lee Lin Chin was born in Indonesia.

The editorial says that on the Today Show, three of the hosts dressed up in white face and chatted about why one of the hosts, Lisa, hadn't been nominated. The answer? She's too white. Lisa then said,  I got a spray tan and everything, still didn’t make it.What can you do?  

I'm trying to give these people the benefit of the doubt here. MAYBE they were going for irony. But it's hard for me to believe that.

It really does seem like they're complaining about nonwhite people being nominated.Yes, there's humor, but it seems like the kind of humor that's used to hide real anger or annoyance.

But it gets worse.

Apparently, there was an editorial where someone listed why Waleed Aly shouldn't have been nominated. One of the reasons? He's not popular enough.

WTF?

I don't have statistics. But I feel like almost every time I go on Twitter, Waleed Aly is trending.

I've heard of him more than I've heard of some of the other nominees. Grant Denyer? Scott Cam?  I'm not familiar with those guys. Granted. I've here in the U.S.  If I was in Australia, maybe I would have heard of them.

6. Went to read the anti-Aly-nomination editorial.

7. Bewildered by these lines in the article. Aly’s biased — but that’s not exactly his fault. One minute, Aly’s professing journalistic neutrality, such as when he interviews Shane Warne about his charity foundation, and the next, he’s editorialising about terrorism. Granted, that’s an academic speciality of his, but in the mix of current affairs, panel show and interviews that make up The Project, Aly’s role is a bit unclear.

Again. WTF????!!!

First of all, since when does being biased have anything to do with one's level of popularity?

Have you seen Alyssa Milano's Twitter account? She's very biased, and she's also very popular. She has millions of followers.

What popular person out there isn't biased?

Second, what's with the line about Aly's bias not being exactly his fault? What does that mean?  It sounds like he has some kind of medical condition we need to take in account. Oh, poor Waleed Aly. He has a bias. He's not completely objective like the rest of us.  

8. Saw that one of the reasons why Aly shouldn't have been nominated is diversity should be the norm.

So, we should refrain from having Aly as a nominee until we get more nonwhite people on television?

9. Went back to watching the episode of Home and Away.

Suddenly, there's a major spark between Phoebe (Isabella Giovinazzo) and Ash (George Mason).

It feels like it came out of nowhere. There was a playful sports bet, flirting, and then that led to skinny dipping.  Late they accidentally fell on top of each other and had that look of romantic confusion. All of this happened in one episode.

10. Thought that maybe there was a build up to all this, and I didn't notice it.

11. Decided to add Terra Nova to my to-watch list. I don't know why I didn't add it before.  It's part Australian. It was filmed in Australia and has some Australian actors.

The reason I'm wanting to add it now, though, is one of the writers is Travis Fickett. He's the creator of my current favorite show, 12 Monkeys.

12. Saw that there are TWO Terra Nova writers that are 12 Monkey creators. It's Travis Fickett AND Terry Matalas.

13. Saw that Tai Hara from Home and Away appears in two episodes of Terra Nova.

14. Wondered if there were any Australians in the crew.  I checked a few of the writers and directors and didn't see anything.  But there could be some Aussies in there somewhere.

15. Looked at random people in the credits. It looked like most are NOT Australian.

Then I found Louise Coulston in the make-up department. Based on her filmography, I'd guess she's Australian.  She did make-up for Paper Giants: Magazine Wars, Rush, Scooter Secret Agent, and some other Aussie things.

16. Found another Australian in the make-up/hair department—Karen Adcock.  She did work for The Elephant Princess and H20: Just Add Water, along with some other things.

17. Got the idea that all or most of the make-up/hair department is Australian.

Simon Joseph was the make-up artist for the later seasons of Packed to the Rafters.

Sharon Robbins helped with H20.

Gail Kane did hair and make-up for Camp, another American show filmed in Australia.

18. Saw that some of the stunt workers are Australian.

19. Saw that some of the costume people are Australian.

20. Saw that the caterer of Terra Nova, Loretta Kindness, also did the catering for K-9.  I ran into that show recently when I was learning about Daniel Webber.  I'm seeing now that the show was filmed in Australia.

21. Started to look at the cast of K-9.

Are there many Australians besides Webber?

So far, I've found Keegan Joyce from Rake.

22. Guessed that Philippa Coulthard is Australian.  She's been in some Aussie things, including Lightning Point, which also starred Lucy Fry. Fry starred with Webber in 11:22:63.

23. Saw that there are many Australians in the cast of K-9. I think most of the cast, actually.

24. Thought I should mention that K-9 is a Doctor Who spin-off.

I wonder if it takes place in Australia. Or is it just filmed there?

25. Excited to see the K9 is available on Hulu!

I wasn't expecting it to be, but I decided to check.

I'll definitely have to add that show to my list as well.

26. Felt overwhelmed by my list.

There's so much I want to see.


27. Started to watch an episode of Killing Time.

28. Continued to be preoccupied with the actors' skin and eyes on this show.

I keep seeing redness.

For example, in the scene I'm watching now, David Wenham has one very red ear.



His other ear is much less red.

29. Pleased to see that Nicholas Bell is in this episode.

I'll have to see if he has redness as well.

30. Didn't see any unusual amount of redness on Bell's face.

31. Saw that John Wood, the actor who plays Alan Bond, has redness on his face. It looks like a rash.

32. Wanted to say that I wouldn't usually point out the skin conditions of actors. It's just that on this show, it's so rampant.  It's like there was some kind of communicable illness that was passing around.



33. Wondered if David Wenham usually has the red eyes he has on Killing Time.

It's not something I've noticed before.

Could it be make-up and something to do with the cocaine use?

Is red eyes a symptom?

34. Found a website with signs of cocaine use.  Red eyes isn't listed.

35. Googled red eyes and cocaine. This website mentions blood shot eyes. I don't think that's what I'm seeing with Wenham.

I'm not sure, though.

I think of blood shot as redness in the whiteness of the eyes. With Wenham, it's more redness in the bottom bits.  I don't know the name of it, but it's where you'd put eyeliner.

It reminds me a bit of vampire make-up.  I think maybe the True Blood cast had eyes like that?

36. Looked at pictures of Wenham.  I'm seeing a few that have some pinkish in the eye area.

Even on Killing Time, he doesn't always have the red-pink eyes—just some of the time.

37. Saw redness now on Nicholas Bell.

Maybe it's just something universal to white people, and I never noticed it before.

38. Decided to watch some other videos and see if there's a lot of skin redness.

39. Had an idea.

If there IS more redness on Killing Time than most shows, it might not be because of make-up. It might be about there being less make-up.  Maybe the skin of us white people usually has red blotches, but on film and television, the redness is covered up with make-up.

Maybe Killing Time was going for a gritty realism approach, and so they used less make-up.

40. Decided to look at the skin of people on 12 Monkeys...just because I love it, and am going to grab any chance to watch a bit of it.

41. Saw a little redness but not as much as with Killing Time.

The make-up does look heavier. I think I'm on to something here.

42. Started to see more redness in 12 Monkeys.

Maybe I'm just noticing something I didn't notice before.

Tonight we're going to watch Fargo. I'll try to remember to look out for redness on that.

43. Watched a scene with very classical manipulation.

Denise Fraser (Diana Glenn) surprises her husband Andrew (Wenham) in Perth. He's been working there while she's home with their children in Melbourne.

Andrew is obviously not excited to see his wife, though he TRIES to fake it. I think the main reason is he has a lot to hide.  His hotel room is a huge mess from wild partying.

The Frasers go out for breakfast where the waitress is a bit flirtatious. Then some other woman comes up to the table and kisses Fraser on the lips. She doesn't know his wife is sitting there...or she doesn't care.

Denise kept her cool when seeing the remnants of the party, but she loses it at the restaurant.

Instead of being apologetic and acting ashamed, Andrew goes on the defense.

Some quotes from him:

Denise, I'm doing this for us.

I'm working my ass off.

Just understand I'm working.

Well, a little bit of faith wouldn't go astray.

What Fraser does is take a wife that's reasonably angry for reasonable reasons and tries to make her seem unreasonable.

If Fraser's manipulations worked, Denise might begin to see herself as a bitchy bunny boiler who doesn't support her husband, doesn't have faith in him, and isn't grateful for how hard he works.

What Denise IS, is a woman with a cocaine-addicted husband who has wild parties in Perth while she's at home taking care of their two young children.

44. Remembered reading something in George K. Simon's manipulation writings where he talks about the manipulative person using the tactic of saying, Okay, okay. 

Andrew Fraser says a lot of okays in the scene.

Simon says, When a person is determined to have his way but is not gaining sway with you because you’ve dared to call them on their aggression and you’re holding your own ground, they might feign the willingness to back-down, back-off, or accede to your call for change. This “okay, okay!” tactic is the disturbed character’s attempt to get you off their back by insinuating that they understand what you are asking and are willing to accede to it while they actually have no intention of changing their stance.

I think that's what Fraser was doing.

To me, it seems similar to when someone says something like, Alright! I'm sorry!  

These statements are really just code for,  Drop the subject. Leave me alone.

45. Saw Andrew Fraser being very dishonest.

Denise wanted him to come home. He wouldn't do that for her.

Then he lost the case with Alan Bond, didn't get paid, and was sent home. Instead of being honest about all that, Fraser acts like he made the CHOICE to come home to her. He acts like he chose his family over his job, which is not true.

I personally feel that's another trait of manipulative people. They'll have ulterior motives or reasons for the nice things they do. For example, a husband might tell his wife he's staying home from work because she has the flu and he wants to take care of her. She thinks it's really sweet of him, but then she learns he really stayed home because he wanted to catch up on his Breaking Bad binge watching.

Another example: A woman calls her sister and gives a whole speech about how she thinks the two of them should spend more time together.  The truth is all her so-called friends are having a party, and she wasn't invited.

I think an honest person would just call her sister up and moan about feeling abandoned by her friends. Then she might suggest that she and her sister go out together.

A more honest husband might say something like, Hey, I need a break from work, and I'm dying to catch up on Breaking Bad.  I'm going to stay home. That way I can also be there if you need anything.

46. Loved these lines from Liane Moriarty's Big Little Lies. As Jane looked around her, she felt that dissatisfied feeling she often experienced when she was somewhere new and lovely. She couldn't quite articulate it except with the words If only I were here. This little beachside cafe was so exquisite, she longed to really be there-except of course, she was there, so it didn't make sense.

I've felt that way before.

47. Felt grateful for the existence of the Moriarty sisters.

They're really good at expressing the stuff that's in my head.

48. Wondered about that certain feeling of not being there.

I think I get it when we go to a place, and we're not staying as long as I'd like.  Or we go to a place that I know we're not going to go often, but I wish we would go more often.

49. Thought that sometimes it's also a feeling of not belonging. Maybe it seems like everyone else are regulars, and I'm an intruding guest.

50. Started to proofread my post and realized I interpreted some of the Waleed Aly editorial wrong.

I was asking what bias has to do with someone's popularity.  But now I'm seeing that the bias accusation wasn't an answer to why Aly isn't popular enough. It's part of the answer to why Aly shouldn't win the Gold Logie.

I don't personally agree with the idea that a biased person shouldn't win a Logie. It's just now that I'm getting it clear in my head, the editorial makes a little bit more logical sense.

51. Thought about it more.  I think originally I saw the editorial as saying Aly's bias is one of the reasons why WHY he isn't popular enough. Now I'm seeing it as the editorial saying that the bias SHOULD be a reason why he isn't popular.  Because the Golden Logie is basically a popularity contest. It's voted in by the public.

52. Proofread some more and saw that I had planned to look for red skin blotches on Fargo.

We watched Fargo.

I didn't remember to look.

I do remember a lot of red, but that was blood.  I'm not sure about the skin. I'll try to remember to check tomorrow.


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Brax's Plan, Difficult Secrets, Pretend Andrew Fraser, and the Real Andrew Fraser

1. Had a dream featuring Abe Forsythe.

Tim and I are at a place with Australians in the entertainment industry.  (For some reason, this includes Val Kilmer) I see Abe Forsythe and consider going up to him to tell him I've heard he's working on a new movie. I worry, though, it will look like ass-kissing. Either way, it's a no-go, because I realize I don't remember the name of the movie.

The Australians start singing a song written by Val Kilmer. They sing with their real accents. Tim makes a remark about the singing being British. One of the Aussies corrects him. He's polite enough, but I can tell he's exasperated by Tim's mistake.  

2. Started watching an episode of Home and Away.

3. Thought that the whole Brax (Stephen Peacocke) storyline is boring and annoying.

First Brax decides to put his brother's and friend's lives in danger by asking that they help him escape from prison.  

Now he's missing and presumed dead by some. He wants to keep it that way so he can protect Ricky (Bonnie Sveen) and their baby. Brax's idea is that if he's "dead", the bad people won't go after his woman and child.  

4. Thought about it and realized there could be some validity to his plan. MAYBE the bad people won't go after Ricky. They were mad at Brax. If he's gone, maybe they'll lose interest in his family.

It's not guaranteed, though. First of all, Brax's body wasn't found, so the bad people might not believe he's dead. Second, what if Brax's death isn't enough revenge for them?  What if they decide they want Brax dead AND his family to suffer as well?

5. Felt very bad for Ash (George Mason). Brax has asked him to not tell anyone he's alive. So, Ash has to go back to Summer Bay with this huge secret. He has to watch a woman mourning over the father of her child, and he's not supposed to say anything.  

6. Thought about when it's fair and unfair to burden someone with a secret.

I think if the only thing you're burdening someone with is not spreading gossip, that's totally fair.  

I think it's sort of unfair to tell someone a big thing and then request that they don't tell ANYONE else.  I don't mean gossip type stuff. It would be more like something that would be emotionally painful for the person you're telling—something that they might need to talk about with someone else. They'd need to vent.  

7. Felt I might be wrong.  Because it's hard to know if someone spreads a secret to a third party because they want to gossip or whether they're doing it because they feel an emotional need to talk about it.   

8. Decided there's no easy answers to what's fair and unfair.  

9. Thought that maybe it's about intent. Why is someone burdening someone else with a secret, and why do they want to keep it quiet?

Are they sharing a secret because they need to get something off their chest? Do they not want it to go farther than their one confidant, because they value their privacy?  

OR are they sharing the secret in order to purposely burden and then test the loyalty of their confidant?  

Then there are secrets that are just way too big to demand of someone not to share it. This would include the fact that you did not die in a car accident.  

10. Thought that it's unfair to ask anyone to keep a secret that's going to make them excessively worry about your health and safety.  

There was a storyline like that on Coronation Street. Thirteen-year-old Faye found herself pregnant. She was with her friend Craig when she took the pregnancy test.  She demanded that Craig not tell anyone—her plan being that she'd have the baby in an abandoned flat and leave it at the hospital.

Poor Craig was terrified about her health and safety and kept pleading with her to tell her parents. Craig was torn between doing the right thing and staying loyal to a friend.  

At least Faye had the excuse that she's just a child.  

Since Brax is an adult, he should maybe be a little bit more mature and considerate.

11. Realized I should give Brax a little credit.

Faye was trying to protect herself, for the most part. She didn't want to endure the wrath and disappointment of her parents.  

Brax is trying to protect the safety of his family.

12. Finished watching the episode. 

13. Started watching an episode of Killing Time

14. Saw Andrew Fraser (David Wenham) looking shocked and disturbed by the violence he witnesses in prison. It kind of surprises me, because he's a criminal lawyer.  He worked for violent criminals.  

The way he acts, it's like he's a person who was sheltered from all that stuff.  

But it could be that he's scared, because he feels his own life is in danger. Maybe he didn't sense that type of danger when he was working for the criminals. 

15. Saw an actor that looks vaguely familiar to me, on the show.

I looked through IMDb, and saw that Andre de Vanny from Wicked Science is on this episode.  He might be the actor I just saw. I'm not positive.

I had glanced at the cast of the episode before starting to watch but didn't notice de Vanny's name.  

I'm not sure why I missed it.  

16. Went back to the scene.

Now I see that it definitely is Andre de Vanny.


17. Wondered if Killing Time will have any more Jonathan Shiff alumni.

18. Thought, that with the flashbacks of Fraser as a free man and lawyer, it's hard to have sympathy for his unhappiness in prison.

Fraser helps maintain a society in which criminals can hurt and intimidate innocent people with very little consequence.  

19. Thought of the difference between Fraser and Cleaver Greene (Richard Roxburgh) from Rake.

When watching Rake, I know Greene is a criminal lawyer, and that criminal lawyers are often hated.  

I know Greene defends criminals, and sometimes those criminals might be guilty.

But still.  I like him...a lot.

Cleaver Greene is clever. He's funny. He has questionable morals, but he does sometimes show some feelings of remorse and regret.

Fraser, in comparison, doesn't seem to have much of a conscience. He's not very funny. He doesn't seem overly clever.  

Now Fraser is a real person and Cleaver Greene is fictional.  It's not exactly fair to compare them.  

Well...Fraser is BASED on a real person.  I can't know for sure that the character I'm seeing on the show is very similar to the one that exists in real life. The real Andrew Fraser might be funny and clever.  He might show more evidence of having a conscience.  

20. Wondered if it's possible that the only difference between Cleaver Greene and Andrew Fraser is the latter is an asshole-lawyer, and the former is a charming, asshole-lawyer.

Maybe they both have an equal sense of right and wrong, but I'm more willing to recognize it in Greene, because he's more appealing.  

21. Felt bad for Denise (Diana Glenn). Fraser invites her over to celebrate her birthday. She's pleased to see he is working hard to make dinner for her. Then she sees the table. It's set for several people.   

Denise thought they were going to have a romantic dinner for two, and instead, Fraser has invited his friends over.

What the hell?  

It's one thing if they were mutual friends or HER friends. But his friends?

I think a very extroverted person might be okay with it. I'm not sure if there are many people who'd be actually happy with it.  

22. Thought of the two most extroverted people I know. Both of them like, and need, a lot of social interaction.

I CAN picture them appreciating a small crowd appearing to celebrate their birthday...even if the crowd was made up of someone else's friends.  

Both of these people are very eager to make new friends and seem to like making other people's friends their friends.  

23. Thought that Fraser's way of winning cases in court reminds me of how some people argue in daily life.

It's not about who's right or wrong. It's not about the truth. It's about getting off on a technicality. These arguers use semantics and other tricks to win their case.  

24. Wished I could think of an example.

I can't right now.  

25. Thought of an example.

Let's say Jennifer accuses her girlfriend Sarah of sleeping with their mutual friend Becky, the night before, at Becky's apartment.  

Jennifer and Sarah fight about it. Sarah denies it. Then days later, the truth comes out.  Sarah did have sex with Becky but not at night and not in Becky's apartment. They had sex in Becky's car in the wee hours of the morning.

So, when Jennifer accuses Sarah of not only cheating, but lying, Sarah clings to innocence over the lying part.  You asked me specifically if I slept with Becky last night in her apartment.  I didn't! So I did NOT lie to you.  I answered your question honestly.   

26. Thought of another example.

Scott and Tom are roommates and both claim to be people who care about the environment.

Tom sees that Scott has thrown some bottles into the trash rather than recycling them.  He complains to Tom about not recycling the water bottles, and Scott denies it. No, it didn't happen. He wouldn't do that.  

Tom asks Scott to come with him so he can show Scott the water bottles in the trash. Scott refuses for awhile. He's busy. Tom's being ridiculous. Blah, blah, blah.

Finally, Tom persuades him to come and see. They look in the trash. There are bottles there. Scott declares that he's the one in the right. Why? The bottles weren't water bottles. They were juice bottles.  

Tom changes the argument from being one about recycling to an argument of trivial semantics.  

27. Started thinking and wondered if I'm going off on a tangent that has little to do with what I'm seen on the show.

Fraser's arguing DID remind me of the arguments I've encountered in daily life. But I don't think I've actually seen him do the semantics thing.

His thing is more about using unfair tactics to discredit the witness.

For example, someone was shot in the head at a bar. After the incident, the blood was thoroughly washed away. In the courtroom, Fraser demanded to know how this shooting could have happened if there's no blood to prove it.  

28. Thought about how it all comes down to unfair and unscrupulous arguing versus fair and truthful arguing.  

29. Finished watching the episode of Killing Time.

30. Tried to find an interview with Andrew Fraser and learned that there's another Aussie public figure with the same name.  He was a treasurer in the Queensland Parliament.

31. Found a video interview with the lawyer Andrew Fraser.

I'm going to watch that.  

32. Thought that Fraser sounds nervous.

They talk about his cocaine use which is shown a lot on the TV show.

Cleaver Greene is a cocaine addict too.

It makes me wonder if cocaine is popular among lawyers.

Yeah, that's how prejudices are form. I see a commonality between two people of the same profession and then wonder if I can apply it to a lot of people in the profession.

33. Found this addiction website. They say that a 1990 study showed lawyers use cocaine at twice the rate of the general population.

Does that mean when they use cocaine, they use MORE cocaine then the general population? Or are they more likely to use cocaine?

Or maybe it means they're more likely to use cocaine, and they're more likely to use more of it.

34. Thought the website was very interesting. They talk about WHY the lawyers might be using a lot of drugs.

A lot of it is due to the pressures of the job—the stress and long hours.

Then there's also the personality of the lawyers.  The website says,  While there are many exceptions, lawyers as a group tend to be controlling, perfectionistic and hypercritical. While supportive of career success, these personality traits may put some lawyers at a deficit in terms of coping and interpersonal skills

I would imagine there's also the fact that some lawyers make a lot of money. If you have a lot of money, you can afford the drugs that are going to make you feel better.

I know a lot of people without money have drug problems, so it's not like poverty is the answer to drug addiction. I'm just thinking it makes things that much easier for a lawyer.

35. Thought the real Andrew Fraser seems much more likable than the one on the TV show.

I'm not sure if it's because Andrew Fraser has changed.  Or if it's just his appearance...or something.

Shit. I feel like I'm saying that David Wenham is unappealing.

That's not it at all.

David Wenham is adorable. Obviously.

But he makes Fraser seem like an asshole. He's a cocky asshole during the lawyer scenes and then a cowardly, asshole during the prison scenes.

I feel bad calling him a coward. It's not like I'd be tough and brave in prison.

Anyway....

The Andrew Fraser in the interview seems much more charming but not in a psychopathic, narcissistic way. He's charming in a quiet, nervous way.

36. Looked at the comments on the video.

Someone named Samantha Brown says,  Andrew certainly is an inspirational character. Not all of his actions were holy but yet his ability to come back from the ashes and truly make changes to his character is true motivation for many. I wish him all the best - and love the books!

So maybe he really did change.

I like that.

I like when bad people turn good.

37. Started reading a review of one of Fraser's book. It's written by a fellow lawyer (Peter Faris) who used to hate Fraser but then grew to like him.

Faris talks about how prison changed Fraser a lot.

38. Finished reading.

It turns out that it wasn't really a book review.  I got that wrong.  It's more of an editorial about the drug problem among Victorian lawyers. Faris believes that the Victorian Bar doesn't do much to help lawyers with their drug problems.  He says, There are studies showing the medical profession has a serious problem with doctors being addicted to drugs. The difference is that, unlike the Bar, the medical profession admits the problem and helps its members. Victorian police have a major problem with addiction and they assist their members.

Faris' editorial was written in 2007. I wonder if things have gotten better since then.

39. Found a 2015 article in an Australian law publication.

It seems like the problem is still there.

Well, of course it's still there.

 Drug problems are never going to go away.

What I mean to say is that I'm not getting the sense that there's been much improvement.

40. Started Googling some of the criminals in Killing Time.

If I'm understanding things correctly, the main criminal family on the show is the same one that inspired Animal Kingdom.

I haven't seen that movie yet.

41. Did some more investigating.

Yeah.  It is the same family.

Animal Kingdom changed the names, though.

42. Looked up the actress who plays Kath Pettingill, the matriarch of the crime family.

It's Kris McQuade, who plays the horrid Jacs on Wentworth!

I'm disappointed in myself for not recognizing her.  I did think she looked vaguely familar, but I had no idea who she might be.

43. Saw that, in Animal Kingdom, the family solicitor is played by Dan Wylie. I'm guessing his character is based on Fraser.

44. Thought it's also possible that the family got themselves another solicitor after Fraser went to jail.

I'll have to watch the rest of the series and see what happened.

Didactic Television, Coming of Age, Dead Fathers and Cockatoo

1. Had extra-strange dreams. Some of them were related to Australia—including one in which, I start having visions. Some of them include seeing a screen-version of myself on the wall that talks to me. I tell Tim about the visions, explaining that I don't know if they're supernatural or hallucinations. I tell him the only thing that caused an actual physical change in the environment was a banana suddenly going to mush.   

I don't really remember HOW Australia was connected to it, but I do remember a connection.

There was a dream in which, I am talking to someone and realize I don't remember what a map of Australia looks like. Then I remember, and I remember where Melbourne is on the map. I can't, though, remember where Sydney is. Soon, I'm able to remember it's on the east coast. But when I try to place it, I imagine it too far north.  

I eventually remember the right location...generally speaking. I also remember the location of Canberra.  

I also had a dream where I'm talking to someone about our friends from Melbourne. I say that I suspect they're embarrassed of us. When we spent time with them in other places, they were happy to go out and about. When we were in Melbourne with them, they rarely wanted to leave their house.  My assumption is they didn't want their friends to see us.  

We did visit friends in Melbourne, in real life, but they didn't show any signs of trying to hide us. We went out a lot.  

2. Wondered how the hell my dreams come up with their material.

3. Wished I remembered how the vision-dream related to Australia.  

4. Did my daily thing of reading and proofreading an old post.

The one I'm reading today mentions Judy Morris and says that she played Maggie Beare's daughter-in-law on Mother and Son

It's kind of funny, because I very recently mentioned Judy Morris in a post, and I had been wondering who she played on Mother and Son.  It's quite nice that my past self answered the question for my present self.

5. Started watching an episode of Home and Away.  

This one deals with Anzac Day.

It's a bit heavy-handed—meaning it feels more like a PSA announcement than a soap opera.

That happens sometimes with television.

It's not that soap operas, dramas, sitcoms, etc. can't deal with important social issues. Many shows do it quite successfully. But there are times where it works less well.  

6. Decided I'd probably blame the writing.

Also, I think it's a matter of intent.

I think fiction works out better when the initial idea is about plot and character.  

I think it's less likely to work when the initial idea and intent is to get a message across.  

For example: some writers might get an idea about a school class going on a trip. While the class is there, a couple will have a big fight and create a lot of havoc. The teacher will have a hard time keeping things in control. She'll start doubting her classroom management abilities. Then the writers think, hey since the episode is going to be broadcast in April, maybe the class can go to a war memorial.  

I think these writer will create something better than writers who sit there saying. Hey, April is coming up. We need an Anzac episode. What message do we want to get across to our viewers? I think we need to push the idea that young people don't appreciate the sacrifices of their elders.  

7. Decided to share a piece of Home and Away Anzac dialogue.

Evie (Philippa Northeast)  says: I just don't understand why we're being forced to visit a monument to a war that was forced a hundred years ago when there's real problems we can be fixing right here right now.  

I'm sure by the end of today or tomorrow's episode, Evie will realize the error of her ways.  

And after that, Nancy Reagan will come by to warn all the Summer Bay classmates about the dangers of drugs.  

8. Finished watching the episode.

Evie didn't learn her lesson by the end. But she did feel embarrassed when she learned that she had complained about the Anzac field trip to a war veteran (Ray Meagher).  

By the way, that wasn't the dialogue I quoted above.That complaint was in yesterday's episode. Evie really has a thing for putting down Anzac Day.  

9. Wondered if Evie will have a personal growth experience in tomorrow's episode.

10. Amused, because I just realized part of my fake writers' idea came to fruition.

A couple did get in a major fight—not during the field trip but just before getting on the bus.  

11. Thought of another difference between decent storylines and PSA type storylines.

I think in well-written storylines, the storyline is ongoing.

I'd have more respect for the the Anzac storyline if Alf, the war veteran, had been thinking and talking about his war memories before the April episodes.  

The storyline involves him having a fear of visiting the war memorial. He's never seen his grandfather's name written on the monument. He's also having issue with the fact that young people don't take the past wars seriously.

All this would have been great as a multi-week storyline. But instead, it's all happening within a few episodes in April.  

12. Thought of 1980's Home and Away. I think the war stories back then had more substance. They might have put more concentration on the subject during April, but I'm pretty sure other months had storylines as well.

I remember Alf's sister Celia (Fiona Spence) mourned for the loss of her fiancée. He had died during the war. The grief was an ongoing thing and a major part of Celia's characterization.

Then there was also a whole story about someone's brother being disabled from a past war, and he suffered from suicidal-depression.

13. Thought of Maddie's (Kassandra Clementi) cancer on Home and Away. This storyline has been going on for months, and it doesn't feel at all like a PSA announcement.  It would be much different if, for the week of Cancer Awareness Day, they had a quick storyline about a Summer Bay woman not wanting to get a mammogram. Then she meets a guest star character at the cafe who survived breast cancer. That changes the viewpoint of our Summer Bay character.  In the conclusion of the storyline, she goes to get her Mammogram; then comes out and spreads the message to the viewer that getting a Mammogram is very easy, and incredibly important.  

Better yet. Have the breast cancer survivor be a real life celebrity who's had breast cancer.  

14. Wanted to say that I thought Neighbours also had a good ongoing storyline about war veterans.  Nate (Meyne Wyatt) had PTSD, and it brought a lot of drama to the show.  It definitely wasn't a drive-by thing.

15. Started to watch an episode of Tangle.

16. Loved this quote from Karen Pearlman in her Lumina article "The Musical is Back". 

Our films (Australian) are in a rut of naturalism so deep, that audiences might well feel it is almost more entertaining to stay home and fight with your own family than go to an Australian film about dysfunctional domesticity.  

I'd apply that quote to some of Australian television—especially things like Tangle and Love My Way.  

17. Wanted to remind people...if anyone is interested, that Lumina is available to download free on iBooks.  

I wish I could say the same for my novel. I did try. But I had Apple password issues.

Is it just me. Or does anyone else feel personally offended by Steve Jobs when something annoying happens with their Apple stuff?

Like every time, my phone autocorrects something I've texted, I imagine Steve Jobs being this annoying person who has to correct everything I say.  No, Steve! I didn't mean "I'll". I actually did mean "IXL". It's not my fault you don't know what that is.   

I was quite upset with the password thing, because I ended up having to reset my password (for the trillionth time) which I especially loved because it was Farscape related. I got a new password, and then when I tried to use it the next day to buy an iBook, it didn't work. I had to change it yet again.  

 18. Thought there was a good juxtaposition of scenes on Tangle.  

First, young, lonely, and virginal Gigi (Eve Lazzaro) is on the couch with a boy (Ben Schumann). They watch a cartoon while having a stilted conversation. Then Gigi gives the boy permission to finger her. It seems she was trying hard to do something that separated her from childhood.

Then in the next scene, two teens, Charlotte (Georgia Flood) and Romeo (Lincoln Younes), are walking together. Charlotte suddenly asks Romeo to chase her.  Like young children they run happily through the streets; then collapse on the ground, laughing.  Charlotte has already had sex, gotten pregnant, and had an abortion.  It's like she's trying to return to her childhood while Gigi is trying to escape hers.  

19. Finished watching the episode.

It's funny. A few days ago, I really was not excited about watching the third season of Tangle.

Now I'm feeling sad that I have only two episodes left.

I guess it's not uncommon for me with TV shows, though. It's hard for me to get into them. Then often, I fall in love. 

We watched the new X-Files episodes this past week. I wasn't very thrilled about the idea. I think I did it mostly to please Tim and out of morbid curiosity. But now I'm into it, and I was very disappointed to learn there's only six episodes.  

20. Started watching the second episode of the Bryan and Matilda Brown series, "Lessons From the Grave"

21. Saw that, like the first episode, this one shows the death of Bryan Brown's character.  

I guess it's what they use for the opening.

22. Didn't really understand the point of the show.

I'm not sure why they need the father to be dead. Why not have a father and daughter show with a living father? Not that I'm against dead characters. I wrote a whole book full of them. But it doesn't seem like there's a point to it in this series...except that it gives them an excuse to use cool death make-up on Bryan Brown.  

23. Decided to keep watching the show, because I want to see if the death aspect plays a bigger role.

24. Remembered that the death part did play a bigger role in the first episode.

A young man came forward  claiming to be the son of Bryan Brown. He wanted part of the lottery inheritance. That storyline wouldn't have been possible if Brown's character was still living.

In this episode, though, the death seems insignificant to the story.  

25. Looked for the names of the characters, so I don't have to keep saying things like, Bryan Brown's character.

Okay.  Bryan Brown plays Douglas. Matilda Brown plays Bonnie.  

So...anyway....

In this episode, Dead Douglas helps Bonnie celebrate her birthday. They shop together. She makes a Pavlova. He watches as the blows out the candles.  

The same story could have been done with a living father.

26. Started watching the third episode.  

27. Thought that a guest star actor looks very familiar.

I'll see who he is when I watch the end credits.

I think he MIGHT be in the short film "Cockatoo" with Matilda Brown. I saw a short bit of that in her show reel yesterday.  Then, I thought he looked familar too.

Although it could be two separate actors.

I'm not sure.

28. Thought, in this episode, Douglas being dead IS significant. Bonnie is asked how it feels to lose someone, and she has a hard time answering.  She says it hasn't really hit her yet. What she doesn't tell the friend is that it's because her dad's still around.

How do you miss a dead person if you see them all the time?

29. Saw from the credits that the actor that looked familiar to me is Marcel Bracks.  IMDb doesn't credit him for "Lessons for the Grave". I noticed yesterday that the show lists only the Browns as actors in the film.  I'm not sure why.

30. Saw that Marcel Bracks was in the TV show Trapped. I watched a few episodes of that a few years ago.  The show was a kids show, and most of the stars were children or teens. There were a few adults, though. I guess Bracks was one of them. I don't really remember much.  

31. Went to the "Cockatoo" video, and saw the actor in that doesn't look at all like Marcel Bracks.

I don't know what was going on in my head.  

32. Started to watch "Cockatoo"

33. Saw that the NOT Marcel Bracks actor is named Alan Dukes.

He played Wayne Swan in At Home With Julia

34. Loved the film so far.

It's very cute and creative.

The premise is, Michael (Dukes) hires Melanie (Brown) from this company that provides non-sexual role players. Michael wants Melanie to pretend to be his ex-girlfriend. The problem is the ex-girlfriend is from London, and Melanie is not very good at doing English accents.

35. Finished watching "Cockatoo".

I thought it was beautiful—one of the best short films I've seen.

Actually, I think it restores my faith in short films, because many of the Tropfest ones have made me lose faith.  

36. Saw that "Cockatoo" was written and directed by Matthew Jenkin. He's also the co-writer (along with Matilda Brown) for "Lessons from the Grave".  

37. Thought that Jenkins and Brown should make a series out of "Cockatoo".

I really liked Melanie.

Well, and I liked Michael too. It's just with the premise, I'm not sure it would work to have the client return.  

38. Changed my mind.  

I thought of Rake and Satisfaction.They both involve prostitutes who have returning clients.  

Melanie isn't a prostitute. There's no sex. But her services are somewhat similar.  

Michael could return as a recurring character.

39. Started to watch the fifth episode of "Justice Lease".  I'm going to finish the series tonight.  

40. Saw that this episode features Spiderman.  

41. Saw Superman (Pail Michael Arye) get the bad news that the movie about him (Man of Steel) received a 56% on Rotten Tomatoes.  

Throughout the series, he's been eagerly and nervously waiting for his movie to come out.   

42. Grossed out by vomit in the episode.

I'm used to seeing vomit on TV...pretty desensitized.  But this one involves vomit dribble on Batman's (Andrew Steel) chin. It's very yuck.  

43. Started to watch the finale of "The Justice Lease".  

44. Finished watching.

It's a fun series. I imagine most fans of super heroes would like it.  

43. Started to reread The Spell Book of Listen Taylor.

I remember loving the book, but don't remember much about it.

I really enjoyed reading the first chapter just now, which gives me hope that I'll re-love the whole book.